Maddie, I havent heard from you and I was worried. I have been busy quite a bit with health and bills and daughter visit and the lawsuit regarding my oldest daughters death. It has been very hard to say the least. How are you. I am getting the feeling that you are not doing good so please let me know what is happening. I got a new cell phone from my daughter for Christmas and whenever anyone sends me any kind of message, whether it be email or hepc forum i get it right away. and then I would hear the beep and get right back to you. Love you Blue
How are you doing Maddie? I hope you haven't slipped too far down. I know it is hard and the winter sometimes gets me too but the last two winters have been good.
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/was hoping not to step on anyone's toes.. have a blessed Thanksgiving.. :)... :) Lil
Just a quick note to say hi! it should be ok I had tohange my name to evelyn987 . not sure why. I wrote youa note hope you can find it. xoxocharlene
Just a quick note to say hi! Hello how are you? I wanted to thank you for your concern about me. I saw some of your pics you look young. I hope things are good for you. Thanks again. Let's chat.
Just a quick note to say hi! just letting you know that i am still alive/ I am very sick, but alive and still hanging in there. I am hoping that I am not to sick to enjoy my daughters visit on november 20. I gotta go friend, I hope all is well with you. I will pray for you. Bye Bye for now. Your friend Blue
Just a quick note to say hi! I will be gone away mentally and physically for about a week. I am taking time off from the normal schedule and giving myself a much needed soul search and spriritual uplifting. I will be back. Love ya Blue
Just a quick note to say hi! I love the photo of you. (i am not just saying that) I thiink you look better than before. I however, look like crap. I am having a hard time with my attitude and temper, but I know it is the drugs I am taking. It has been 2 wks and 2 days since I started treatment. Some people say that the side effects don't even kick in until the 3rd or 4th week. I hope I am going to have a nice visit with my youngest daughter on thanksgiving. I have planned our own celebration of life for my oldest daughters passing last September 30, so I hope to feel good. I am glad to hear that you are doing so well, it kinda makes my day. Good new's is an uplifter, especially when it is about one of my dear friends. I will be in touch soon. Have a blessed night Love Blue
Thank you for everything!Don't know if it will work. I got through the withdrawal fine but over the past 3 months the depression is creeping over me like a clinging vine.
Just a quick note to say hi! I sent you a note and I do not know if you got it. Thank you for contacting me Maddie. Yes I love cats and other animals and my dear brother. I see you are from England. We have a good friend from there. He is living near us. I love cottages and the gardens I have seen in pictures. Take care
You are right bud,
In a sense the addiction, wars, and depression killed me and the day I tried to end it started my rebirth. Just about 3 weeks ago my life shifted and I am a new person now. Thanks you
Thanks for the note and the journal post. I hope you are doing well yourself. I am almost out of the depression now, thank goodness.
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Tired and sleepy! Waiting to hear from my Dr to change my med.
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I am female!
Youre welcome maddie, I am delighted to see you doing so well off meds!
I am doing very well Thanks! Working most days but I enjoy the work.
Lovely heaving from you!
Thank you for welcoming me so warmly. I am already loving the positive and helpful atmosphere here, even through all the maladies that these people are working through. It goes a long way.
Yes that is my sweet kitten in my photo, her name is Sushi and I love her dearly. She is 8 months now but much younger when the photo was taken. :)
I am ever so honoured that you wish me to consider you as a Nan. Thank you thank you thank you so much and I wish you all the best, always.
Just a quick note to say hi! I am not trying to ignore you. I am just trying to help someone on this forum through a difficult time. You know what I mean. How are you feeling? I hope to hear some good news from you. I, on the other hand, am taking lasik now (water pill). I hope it helps. the doctor said I need an ultrasound, but I cant get one until I see a new doctor who is on the plan I got stuck with until September 1st. The nearest appointment is August 15th, then after I see him once he will refer me to an ultrasound doctor. Then I have to go back to him for results, Geez by that time I will be covered by the new plan. I have to go. I love you friend Blue
I pop in when this cycle that I have always repeated reaches a certain point.... long story to do with depression and addiction. I am actually working on a few projects but yes I am trying to publish my first book which will be mostly poems. I am writing a fiction novel right now as well as an autobiography. Busy busy :) Thanks for the welcoming note Maddie, glad to see you are still on here.
Just a quick note to say hi! I have seen some of those before, but there are a few that I did not see. Did you get mine by email? If it works I am thrlled. It will be easier to communicate and share things such as photos and music etc. Gotta go. Love ya Your buddy Ginger
Hi Maddie. I am just touching bases. I have a lot going on right now, but I will get back to you soon. I hope you are okey. I am sorry to cut this so short, I am very tired. Love Blue
Just a quick note to say hi!I'll get back to you...glad you have God to keep you strong! I'm feeling much better...not taking any AD's. I upped my bio hormone and now I feel great! Thanks to God! Have a great weekend.
Blessing to you,
Just a quick note to say hi! hope well Maddie
thanks for your message yes she has been handling it for years, i know she is ill but will she come back to me? i received a text yesterday asking how i was and she was worried about me, i have depression and anxiety myself because of this as i love her so much.
hi my girlfriend who is 60 the same age as me has depression and pushed me away 8 months ago, she has been back 3 times and comes out with the usual stuff "i dont deserve you" etc i havent seen her since january but have spoken to her a few times on the phone, do you think she will come back to me when this episode has ended, she tells me she loves me but doesnt want to be a burden on me, she even gave me her mobile number again after i deleted it, but shes not answering any texts since last week, she knows im there for her.
You are in my thoughts and prayers. i forgot to tell you my brother in law called tammy had sent him a picture of us and the girls and th kids. he said tammy and i was too thin. he could not even see us we were behind the kids. he said they were coming to see us, i dont know if that is good or bad. i told him i bought tammys funeral plan. he said we could not do that. i told him someone had to. maybe it is about that or maybe he just wantts to chew us out. my sister as 6 years olderr than me. he treats me like one of his kids. wish he could see i have grow up and i am takingcare of his responsibilities. things he should be doing. tthiss only makes my feelings for them or not so good the way they treat mom and dad. charlene
Just a quick note to say hi! And thank you for your note. Yes he is my grandson I am very pleased to say. And yes I am one of the blessed ones. I am really feeling much better.
Hope you had a great weekend.
You deserve a big bear hug! Thank you, your note made my day. I feel you are inspirational as well:) Thanks so much for being there :)
Oh yeh, I forgot to tell you, that just because there is snow on the roof, does"nt mean that is no fire in the furnace. Here ils a joke for you. You know you are getting old, when first you lose your memory and the second is is is is, Oh dear I forgot. (lol) Okey then. Blue
Adopted Grandma sounds great.
Ha thank you, and thank you for making me feel better. Rough month. Cheers:)
Hi Maddie, had a bad couple of days, almost considered taking another OD yesterday. I get these blasts of anger and struggle to deal with them. Still here though, and as much as I want to OD, I do not think I want to put my family through that again!
Hope you are well?