I am so sorry for your loss! I found out I was pregnant December 1st and then had to have a D&C on December 23rd. It was the most traumatic time of my life. If it weren't for the women on this website and all their love and support throughout all that, I probably would have self-destructed. I hope you can find the support you need on this website.
We have a forum called Baby Dust Buddies - TTC and Pregnancy after a Loss and we are all really active on the Cycle Buddies threads. We use the most recent one and chit chat and support each other. If you want you can become part of the group, we welcome anybody and everybody.
I pray you can find the strength to get past this. There really is light at the end of the tunnel, sometimes you just have to look up to see it.
How did your follow-up appointment go? I was looking at your posts and saw that you hadn't updated.
I hope all is well!