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Just a quick note to say hi!
You deserve a big bear hug!
You're in my thoughts all the time, but especially today.
Thank you for everything!
Welcome to our community!
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Hope you feel better soon!
Congratulations! Time for a celebration...
Happy Birthday!
Avatar universal
10/08
i am starting to  feel better i cant stop crying though alot of spresses issues to deal with bt the physical part is less its nice having people to  talk to it helps so thankyou the aminos, how or what r the how do i get them?
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10/08
Hey Kova - thanks for thinking of me.. its always so nice to see notes from people who care.. Doing well actually.. happy to say that :)   Trying now to work on 'me' and my state of mind-- yeah.. thats gonna take a long time lol  
Hope you are good and staying strong - let me know :)
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605114 tn?1252108396
10/08
yep, i think we quit on the same day, i noticed your update. Yeah billionth time for me too.... Not physically harder, but the ease of getting them compared to methadone, that definitely makes it harder. And cos you see people all day choking them down, kind of a head trip. I'm using gum too. I reckon if we can give up methadone, anything is possible! How you going with that anyway? if I'm on day 51, wow, you must be around 70 or something? Awesome!
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10/08
aww. Thanks for the note. I appreciate anything people can tell me about addiction. I'm really trying to educate myself. Take care and have a great weekend.
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563594 tn?1309583132
10/08
thanks kova!! :) I needed that! I'm actually doing ok, only took .25 of xanax today, made it almost 24 hours without anything terrible happening!! I'm confident now that I'll be able to get past this too :) Hope you're having a great day! xoxo
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563541 tn?1257877567
10/08
hey darlin...thanks so much! your note made me feel much betta!!! hope you have a wonderful nite sweetie!!! ~~~~HUGS~~~~
JENZ
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563541 tn?1257877567
10/08
Just a quick note to say hi! thanks for the invite darlin! hope all is well! have a great nite!
ttys! ~~~~HUGZ~~~~             JENZ
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654633 tn?1224502848
10/08
thanks for asking. well today is day 11 and things are much better. sleeping some. not as much as i would have hoped . but i thank god 4 the 4 or 5 hrs im now getting.i have no regrets. i'm so proud to be clean. i still go to my group and 1on 1 meetings at the clinic .the people in them meetings helped me get to where i am now .and i feel i need to be there to tell them .they can do this also. all of them are on the done still and scared to come off .i hope i can help some of them the way so many have helped me.i know so many people talk bad about the clinic but i really don't think i would be clean without it.i changed my way of thinking there. ty for all your advise .you are a big help god bless you
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638412 tn?1295046875
10/08
I know what you mean...I don't think I'm really a meeting person.  Maybe if I went to a good one I would change my mind.  IDK.  I had to go through 8 therapists before I found one I really liked.  I'm having a hard time finding a good one here.  I have  gone to one here that was WAY too holistic...or something....sheeshhhh.....I didn't really even get to talk for listening to her about herself and flower oils that you get at Whole Foods and put on your tongue.  Please......... Not really my thing.  Finding a good one is tough!...but I have to keep trying.  Good vibes your way! :-)
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638412 tn?1295046875
10/08
Yes!  We women are strong!  Girl power! LOL!  Have you tried a meeting yet?  I used to go to a fair amount of meetings, but I found it (in the small IL town I was living in) difficult to find a meeting that fit me, so I opted for a therapist.  In San Antonio there are tons of meetings so I am thinking of trying some of those.....shoot..why not?..they're free. LOL  Thanks for your note....I really appreciate it!  Good vibes your way!
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654633 tn?1224502848
10/08
thank you for your note . i went to a . aa meeting sat and na on sun.  i spoke at both just to tell them what i was going thourgh. felt like the people at aa don't like junkie's but really liked the na. today is my 9th day and i feel a lil better each day.if i could just sleep i would feel great i think. i'm lucky at this point to get 2 or 3 hour. how long before you could sleep or can you . i will not use no matter what i would rather die. im taking my life back. but how did you deal with the numb arms and legs   ? thats better for me now but still drives me nutty . thanks again for your note i need all the clean friends i can get. god bless you
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10/08
You're in my thoughts all the time, but especially today.SORRY I HAVE BEEN BUSY ALLL DAY ..I HAD MY GARGAE SALE AT MY MOMS TO DAY N TOMORROW SO I HAVENT TSOPPED ISNSE 7..I FEEL MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH BETTER..JUST TIRED BUT WHSO WOULDNT B TIRED AFTER ALL THAT..THANKS FO RTHINKING OF ME..LOVE YA
MUAH XOXO
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452063 tn?1324074916
10/08
Just a quick note to say hi! How are things going? Did you ever find a meeting? Hope you are well. GBU, Corey
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Avatar universal
10/08
frig off, are you a natural red head????
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Avatar universal
10/08
Thank you for the suggestion, much appreciated!
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371980 tn?1276740809
10/08
Just a quick note to say hi! Hope all is going good and your staying strong!! Take care!
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10/08
Just a quick note to say hi and thanks, hope you doing good.
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563594 tn?1309583132
10/08
You deserve a big bear hug! thank you!! the full moon has sure made some people around me act strangely today.. but I'm in a good mood! Spent the day with good friends! :) hope you're great! xoxo
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460185 tn?1326077772
10/08
We all have setbacks.  You have lots of support here - including me if you want  = )
It's a minute to minute struggle but you keep winning the battles till you finally win the "war".  I hope this makes sense.

Hugs ....


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10/08
Just saying HI and hoping your OK and well.  Stay strong :)
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10/08
Just a quick note to say hi!    Kova, I thought I was posting you a note but was actually (i find out when I sent it) posting a note to myself!  How I ever got on my own page to do that , I don't even know. I am so relieved of worry now that you are doing well. I got the "love and light " when I also practiced Goddess worship but I strayed on that path for awhile and wish I hadn't. Sorry I have been out of contact for so long ---family problems. I guess we all have them.Stay strong. I know you are! I find it so frustrating that the medical community is so ignorant (or plays the part well) of our IC pain problems.(A bit like living in th 1600's) Thank you for the note . I have been following the advise of a very trusted person-You! love and light, Diana641
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401095 tn?1351391770
10/08
oh...kova..i love than handle for some reason!
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401095 tn?1351391770
10/08
yes..we cheated in life and now we cant do it anymore..which puts us even with everyone else once we let our brains heal from the abuse we poured on it during our abuse of drugs....other people have to deal and cope...now we have to as well...glad u r moving forward! (:
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452063 tn?1324074916
10/08
Just a quick note to say hi!Did you make a meeting???How was it? It's good you stopped at just once. I try something different for my aftercare everytime I've relapsed......This is the last time for me.
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Avatar universal
10/08
Dont sweat it too much K.  **** happens.  Dont dwell.  Brush it off.  Being clean is a lot of hard work and sometimes its just too much.. I know you have the strength, believe in yourself..I believe in you :)
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10/08
Hope you feel better soon! You can beat this!!
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642313 tn?1244071722
10/08
Yeah....thanks for the heads up but at day 7 I'm not sure I really know what I'm doing much less help others

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642313 tn?1244071722
10/08
How do I find Onoxyfor10years
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642313 tn?1244071722
10/08
Refusing Bondage has been a lifesaver for me but she is going through a rough time too after even 30 days!!!!  I am looking for hope that someone out there with a significant subutex histroy has quit and quit for good and feels quite fine....I am trying to get an idea of what I am in for....how long will this really take?
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642313 tn?1244071722
10/08
i NEED SOME INSIGHT.  ANY CHANCE YOU MIGHT HAVE ANY EXPERIENCE GETTING OFF SUBUTEX?
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Avatar universal
10/08
Thanks for thinking of me.  I am SO friggin over the sweaty goosebumps... really really really over it. Freezing all the time... every second of the day...  But my body seems to love the G'D goosebumps.. so what can I do.. lol.  It is what it is.. I wonder WHY it takes so long... the sub, no doubt, must be out of my system.. but yet I still have some wd.. its ridiculous..but Im dealing.. no other choice right.. life goes on.. so must I even if I'm freezing and goosebumpy and exhausted.. lol :)
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199177 tn?1490498534
10/08
kova you can go right on the health page and added it if you would like
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