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Just a quick note to say hi!
You deserve a big bear hug!
You're in my thoughts all the time, but especially today.
Thank you for everything!
Welcome to our community!
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Hope you feel better soon!
Congratulations! Time for a celebration...
Happy Birthday!
Avatar universal
09/08
Your so sweet, sorry wasnt here yesterday was out with an old friend watching football at his place. I got physical therapy here soon so I'll be gone for couple hours, but I'll write back probably when I get back or later today. Hope your feeling well today, youve been so nice and considerate, I really cant thank you enough. Your a wonderful person and a great asset to this forum, so you keep it up and best wishes for you and your family!
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606696 tn?1268737468
09/08
Hope you feel better soon! I just saw your mood...I'm sorry you aren't feeling well. I hope you feel better...Take care of yourself and get as much rest as you can.
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606696 tn?1268737468
09/08
I am so happy for you a month is awesome. Great job. How was your weekend? I think I am going to go see a therapist...I don't know if it will be the 2 of us or just me,I know I have some things I need to sort out. I hope that everything is going well for you. I will be on tomorrow most of the day so I will probably see you on here.Have a great night.
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09/08
You are in my thoughts and prayers.  I hope you feel better very soon.
~Amy
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606696 tn?1268737468
09/08
Hey...I have wanted to jump on here but my husband is home and won't leave me the he!! alone..I don't know what his deal is..How are you doing? I hope things are better there then here Im going crazy..Hope you have had a good weekend
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611980 tn?1221351052
09/08
just afraid i'll be hurting like yesterday... i haven't been able to kick the last half a pill.. its been four days and i'm only taking a half at night ( perc)  helps me sleep.. cant wait to say i'm clean like you and so many other strong people here.. i'm taking the aminos, dont know if thats y my stomach hurt so bad yesterday?? couldn't eat, sleep, focus!!! and it felt like an alien was trying to get out.. now today was great got up went to my sons soccer game, cleaned the house and cooked veg soup for my wife since she's working.....but i have read so many people talk about the roller coaster ride this is... have a great night
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611980 tn?1221351052
09/08
hey witch girl hows it going? feeling great today which scares me about tomorrow, but any way just checking to see how your doing
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09/08
Just a quick note to say hi!  Kova --- that's a good idea, I thought  of that too and the side effects of losing your hair are really scary to me . Plus I wrote you an email explaining that the doctors are not sure that this is the source of my pain. Thank you for thinking of me and  caring to post a note! If it does turn out tobe the source, I will consider it again. Have you seen the side effects? What do you think the risk is? Diana641
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606696 tn?1268737468
09/08
Hey how are you doing today? I am having a better day then yesterday... I didn't get to talk to my husband lastnight...sat in the ER for 5 hours (daughter has an ear infection) So I think I'm gonna have a talk with him tonight...Wish Me Luck..Hope your having a good day
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09/08
Just a quick note to say hi! Just like you..i can only go by what i know personally...they did NOT weigh me prior to dosing me...don't take such offense..it's not necessary...we cool...
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09/08
Well I am a audio engineer mostly mixing and mastering alot of radio shows I love the EV on live vocs.
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09/08
Hey I hope you are well, I play guitar, bass, but mostly do studio work. Have a good day.
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611980 tn?1221351052
09/08
hey kova, i wish you the best of luck, not my doc but my friend is hooked and i know its hell...but you seem determined and with that strength you'll do it. if you need to talk pm me anytime
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09/08
Hi Kova! I am 43 yrs old, have been on methadone for 9 yrs., always bought from dealer. I am currently taking 20 mg per day. My dealer abandoned me and I can't find anyone else to help me. I called the local suboxone dr. and he requires a 30 day stint at an treatment house in Va. before he treats you. I live in NC and cannot afford to miss work so I am screwed! I don't know what to do! I can't go to a methadone clinic cause of my work hours.  KristenV
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617148 tn?1221157381
09/08
is there anyway you can help me out? Do you know of any doctors that help in these situations?
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449058 tn?1221568141
09/08
Just a quick note to say hi!

I just read your post...good job on kicking the Sub. I'm not familiar with it at all, but I know it cant be any good if its giving you mood swings and making you cranky. I would get rid of it too and deal with the w/ds. I c/t from benzos and the was sheer terror. So much so, I'm really not willing to mess with it again!

Again, good job...you can do it okay/.
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606696 tn?1268737468
09/08
Thank you...I think I'm going to sit him down tonight and have a talk with him. We have talked about therapy before I think its time to make that jump. Thank you for being here for me...You have no idea what it means to me
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331415 tn?1311459301
09/08
That message is actually old.  but THANKS!!!  I always jump at the chance to brag about my beautiful girls.  Lucy(the newest) is 6 months and she also has a big sister named Riley who is 2-1/2.  They are the cutest things on the planet and Riley is really coming into her own.  I asked her to get me my bottle of water and grab the newspaper for me yesterday (I was lazin on the couch!!) - she brought me her Dora the Explorer book and her Cinderella slippers!!  They are the best and they really are an inspiration for me to stay clean.  It's funny - I never thought I could be "that guy" with a drug addiction but life comes at you pretty fast.  I have alot of angels kissing on this sinner though....
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539620 tn?1220990377
09/08
Thanks alot:) I'm going to try to make it a main goal in my life. It has been since my Uncle had me in his room playing rock records for me:)
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539620 tn?1220990377
09/08
Ever thought about joining a band? OF COURSE!!! And I know lots of musicians/bands around the area I just don't know how or where to begin. Plus I'm a bit shy sometimes...or nervous..whatever you want to call it. I try to write lyrics which I think aren't half bad, just not complete songs. Maybe I'll start to put some feelers out. I would just hate to say "yeah I can sing, but you have to have the songs" Ya know? I want to learn piano, and I actually own one. But no free time. I dabble in guitar, but NO FREE TIME! Dang it! :)
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539620 tn?1220990377
09/08
I just wanted to say hi. Also envy the whole band thing. I love to sing. My youngest's dad is a very talented singer/guitarist, who I sang with a few times, but he couldn't handle the attention I got. It's my greatest dream to be up on stage. Lots of fun.
On another note, I am battling a lortab/percocet addiction. Not going well...but I'm trying just like everyone else here I guess!
Much love to you.
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606696 tn?1268737468
09/08
That is awsome...I know methadone is some crazy stuff. My cousin went on it to get himself off of vic's and percs. Thought going to a clinic would help him he started out on 30 mlg. 2 years ago and is now on 120 mlgs. a day of the methadone. I know what a difficult time he has trying not to up his dose...Great job on getting off that stuff
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606696 tn?1268737468
09/08
Thank you....How are you doing today? I'm glad you decided to stay :)
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611980 tn?1221351052
09/08
sorry you had a bad day yeasterday! i just wanted to thank you for reaching out.. have a great day
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611980 tn?1221351052
09/08
love the whole witch thing..rock on
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598983 tn?1220993865
09/08
Hiya Kova, why are you cranky today?  =P
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402205 tn?1230481005
09/08
Hi Kova,

I sent a note to scaredmommie and saw yours, not being nosey, I swear! Anyway, I'm really sorry that you feel like you are being treated like a newbie and being called that. My intention is to make all feel welcome and no one should feel left out just becasue they haven't been here as long. We all want the same thing. If you ever feel that way please let me know. I log on every day, I just rarely post.

Melissa
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214607 tn?1287677559
09/08
Hey honey...well, if you can..try and take the sub every other day then stretch it out to every 3 days. I mean, pretty much inevitably you are going to be uncomfortable for a little bit, but if you stick it out it should be over in a day or 2. You are doing good, and haven't relapsed. Now you need to focus on your aftercare and make sure you maintain your recovery. Its tough, but you can do it. I know you can...

Lisa
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09/08
I really hope you start feelin better.

P.S. I use those EV mics you using in that pic all the time they are great.
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547573 tn?1234655710
09/08
Namaste Kova,

Thank you for your compassion and support, especially when it appears you're going through a rough period of your own. Please take care of yourself and let me know if you need anything.

Michael
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606696 tn?1268737468
09/08
Your pain is as real as mine...My husband always tells me if I was a horse he would have already shot me..lol...I think I would have begged him to do it too.
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331415 tn?1311459301
09/08
Kova - man I haven't been on this site for a while (few months).  Thanks for reaching out.  I'm living each day as it comes.  A few relapses here and there but all together I've done very well since about Feb.
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