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Just a quick note to say hi!
You deserve a big bear hug!
You're in my thoughts all the time, but especially today.
Thank you for everything!
Welcome to our community!
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Hope you feel better soon!
Congratulations! Time for a celebration...
Happy Birthday!
541953 tn?1262586226
04/09
Girl, it is 11:30 am and already 79 here. I am so happy, I am loving the heat, it makes me feel 100% better. wishing you were here. hope you have a good day. sending love and hugs to my bestest twin.

lv
Karen
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498385 tn?1362449404
04/09
Just a quick note to say hi! Wondering how you are doing ? Am doing okay lots of changes for me left bf again and am packing stuff this time. How is all with you>? HAVE A GREAT DAY.
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541953 tn?1262586226
04/09
Hey Girl! SO glad you had fun this weekend.! And I think maybe you hit your 3 month non smoking mark while you were gone! way to go, but I knew you could do it.! I am so proud of you!
lv
Karen
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04/09
You know I was thinking....myabe I'd better get some REAL tickets for some REAL roller coasters! Maybe that might help! I need to burn off some steam, the minute the amusement park opens I'm there. Sounds silly I'm sure, but I can't be reckless anymore, thats as good as it gets for me! I'm too weany to bungee jump or any scary thing like that, so instead of talking about this horrible rolloer coaster ride that I'm on...dammit...I'm going on some rolloer coasters! With twists, and loops, and ones that go backwards! Wish me luck I don't puke!
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242912 tn?1402543492
04/09
Congratulations! Time for a celebration...Yay!!  3mos today!!  So proud of you, El.  You are doing just great.  I hope you are continuing to feel better each day.  Remember, one day at a time.  Also remember that you never want to go through what you've been through these last 3mos EVER AGAIN :)  

Take care ♥
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04/09
Thanks again for your note, and Gawd I can't wait for the rollercoaster to be over. How are you?
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803299 tn?1243135053
04/09
Congratulations! Time for a celebration... Wow what a great accomplishment!  Have a great week end.
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498385 tn?1362449404
04/09
Good Morning to you. how are you doing I am hitting am meeting and then meeting trainer after that and I can barely move from working out and now 1 hr with her...? lol Have a great day.
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541953 tn?1262586226
04/09
Good Morning! you are up bright and early today! hope you have a wonderful day!  The sun is finally shining here ! Yeah! no rain and definitely no snow! lol

take care my friend,

lv
Karen
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541953 tn?1262586226
04/09
How did the hair color go? did you cover the chunk of missing hair? lmfao.... take care, know I am thinking about you always

hugs



Karen
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498385 tn?1362449404
04/09
Your ready for summer too?/ At least it isn't raining here today.
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541953 tn?1262586226
04/09
Happy Bunny Day!!!!!
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326505 tn?1304169225
04/09
I have smoking dreams now and again, and I have to say that I enjoy them : ) I guess it's cheating in a way, but a harmless one : )
Sherry, you are a strong person and I know your resolve....it's something we share, so I know you will be fine.
Enjoy yourself and relax. How often do you get to step back in time and have a college weekend! If we could only turn back those hands of time! I'm not sure I would have changed much, but I do know I wouldn't be a smoker.....hey wait, I'm not! See how it works out : )
We help one another, that's just what we do ; )
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326505 tn?1304169225
04/09
wow! 3 months.....that is awesome! You have reached the point now where you aren't always thinking about them, and yet, you have to protect yourself against the weak moments. It's good that you recognize the little bit of a struggle next weekend may bring so make sure you are prepared for the things that might trigger the urge.....drinks, smokers and possibly believing that you could allow yourself a few and then get back on the wagon. Make sure you tell your sis-in-law to be there for you and make sure you say something should you weaken.
I'd like to think that things get easier as you go along, and they do, but there will always be that addict inside of me that is looking for a reason : )
You will do fine, I'm certain of it : ) Enjoy!
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242912 tn?1402543492
04/09
Thank you so much for your kind words, El.  You've been a huge help!  I am feeling a little better today getting used to the idea that this is all out of my control.  I can try calling the daughter again, but I hesitate.  She's never been real friendly to me, and even though she's around 7yrs younger than me, she intimidates me, lol.  No, Shirley has never been in any type of facility and I was thinking the same as you......culture shock.  I'm also positive that when she is able to make phone calls, she will call.  She is my angel and I doubt I would be here today without her love and support.  El, I knew you would understand.  Thank you for listening.  You made me feel better just by talking about it.  Hope your day is going well. ♥
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242912 tn?1402543492
04/09
The BEST nut :)

I have wondered about the jealousy too.  I'm not sure.  I left a msg for her boss, a brain surgeon, so I hope to hear from him today.  We'll see.  Wow, 6mos?  Yeah, I've been in rehab before and know there are no calls allowed at first.  All I can do, El, is leave msgs on her machine and hope she picks them up as well as send cards to her home since I'm sure her mail will be brought to her.  I feel so selfish, but I miss her so very much already.  Feel like I'm going through w/d not talking to her.  I know this is the best thing for her so I'm trying to keep that in mind. I just feel so helpless.  Daughter said her house was "uninhabitable".  Uninhabitable? Yikes!  Thank you for caring, El.  I appreciate your words :)  

Congrats on day 82!!  Make that oven sparkle!
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242912 tn?1402543492
04/09
Good morning!  Lol......you have anxiety and are drinking coffee?  That's a no no, you little nut :)
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242912 tn?1402543492
04/09
......and thank you so much for thinking of my friend.  I really appreciate that.  Her daughter will not communicate with me for some unknown reason so I have no idea where Shirley is, how she is or how long she'll be gone.  I'm so upset!  Daughter says she's in a "facility long term".  Well, I don't know what that means.  30,60,90 days?  What?  Shirley and I have been best friends for 21yrs and we talk on the phone nearly every day and for her daughter to treat me like some acquaintance,
hurts and offends me.  I don't get it.  I left a msg on daughters cell yesterday morning, but have heard nothing.  I even looked up rehabs on the Internet and started calling one by one, but began to realize I was being obsessive and stopped because even *I* could see that my craziness was showing : )
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242912 tn?1402543492
04/09
El, I understand the thought of just one and it IS haunting and let me tell you that that's exactly why I failed with my first quit.  It's never just one.  Considering all you've been through these last months, your strength is amazing!  Please remind yourself that you are relatively early in your quit and your thoughts are normal and will pass eventually. You don't need the guilt or the disappointment from your family.  You don't need cigarettes because YOU are a non smoker today!  Take it one day at a time and reward yourself with something nice for all your hard work because this IS hard work.  You deserve something special :)   Remember now, and I know you know this, not even one puff because it won't change a thing!  I'm about to use up the allowed characters so will continue...

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498385 tn?1362449404
04/09
Actually I get along well with my councellor and it always seems fast and he is a recovering person too! So I feel really comfortable with him. Glad to hear you are well .Till next time j
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541953 tn?1262586226
04/09
I am getting better every day. What about you my bestest? I am thinking about you and praying you feel better each day. Hope you are finally get the rest you so need, take care my friend

love you
Karen
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498385 tn?1362449404
04/09
Just a quick note to say hi! Good Morning it is 6 45 here and am getting ready to go meet my counselor thank goodness..Have a great day,how are you this morning or is it morning there?

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326505 tn?1304169225
04/09
Just a quick note to say hi!
Hey Sherry, hope all is well with you sweetie : )
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803299 tn?1243135053
04/09
You're in my thoughts all the time, but especially today.  How did you do over the weekend and through today?
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242912 tn?1402543492
04/09
Oh yikes!  Just wrote you a long note, but hit the wrong key and it's gone.  I hate when that happens.  Just thanking you for your notes, Sherry.  You're such a sweetie!  I see your sleep is back to normal (as of the 1st it was, anyway.)  Thank you for keeping me updated :)  It's been a week since your notes.  You doing okay?  I like how you write in your journal and change your mood so it's easy to keep track of you.  

My very dearest friend went into rehab last weekend.  So worried about her.  She's 70.  I met her when I was 28.  She saved my sanity and made me feel loved and special to this very day.  Like the mother I never had.  You can relate, I'm sure :)  

Congrats on almost 3mos, Sherry!  I'm SO jealous, hahaha.....

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Avatar universal
04/09
Just a quick note to say hi!
No MR. Gull was thought to be Englands Jack The Ripper
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803299 tn?1243135053
04/09
Just a quick note to say hi!  How has it been since last Friday when we last communicated?  What is going on?  You will overcome this and look back and really be proud of yourself.
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498385 tn?1362449404
04/09
Just a quick note to say hi! how is your day today?
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Avatar universal
04/09
Just a quick note to say hi!
it's MR. Gull, they thought he was Jack the ripper!!
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Avatar universal
04/09
Just a quick note to say hi!
SURE!!! EVERYONE LOVES ME :-^))
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Avatar universal
04/09
Just a quick note to say hi!
I'm back as jack the Ripper :^))
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803299 tn?1243135053
04/09
Just don't give in whatever you do.  Now it is just a matter of talking back to your mind!  Find something that will bring you back to your goal when the demons come back.  YOU CAN DO IT AND YOU HAVE ALREADY MADE GREAT PROGRESS IN YOUR JOURNEY!!  Please be proud of youself for the progress you have made so far.  I am really glad you are having a much better day.  If you need any more encouragement, just send me a note.  Blessings to you.
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