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You deserve a big bear hug!
You're in my thoughts all the time, but especially today.
Thank you for everything!
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Avatar universal
07/12
Saw your post and can relate to what you are going through.Hope you are feeling better
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231441 tn?1333892766
07/10
Hi, just saw your post and wondering how you are doing now.
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1140989 tn?1429773263
01/10
i've done tht lol nt a gd idea, no mom freakin read my yahoo thing n now she ****** keepin me away frm him she knows every thing, but im nt losing him over her ****! ill ****** run away 2 be wit him! i love him n uk if she cnt see tht she's making everything worse thts her prob uk?
i have such a headach moms been bitchin all day! yellin at me im so tired of her **** like the whole world turns around her
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1127564 tn?1262544756
01/10
That is really awesome that you have taken a step to be healthy =) Remember that its going to be one of the hardest things to get over anorexia. you will have to fight it. I am really happy for you. Once you do become better you will feel a whole lot happier and healthier. If you feel uncomfortable going to the doctor you do not necessarily have to. I only suggest it because doctors can help you a lot. However you can still get better without involving a doctor. I hope you keep up the great work. When ever you feel like you need to lose weight think that you will do it healthly by exercise and eating right. I will keep praying that you stay on track. Do not become discoaraged if you have an off day and mess up you are bound to mess up and not eat 1 day or not eat enough.
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1127564 tn?1262544756
01/10
say you always think of food all the time.......yeah u do so u need to train yourself not to its hard and there is really no way of doing it. I do not even remember it happening to me but it did. I said other stuff  other than this  though...... You are just focusing on something that will be hard but you can do. You just really have to want to. I do not really know what to say to you any more it seems like your stuck in this mindset that i cannot break through. I am no doctor so i can only give limited advice that helped me when i was anorexic. If I were you i would go see a doctor but you do not want to. You could even go to a doctor and ask your mom if you can go alone or drop you off or wait in the waiting room. The doctor cannot tell your parents anything you do not want them to.  
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1127564 tn?1262544756
01/10
i know it feels impossible but all u need to do is start eating.....yes food makes you sick but eating is the only way to get better. I am sorry but it is a process and like i said earlier its going to be HARD........you need to get out of the mentality that food is bad and will make you fat. Eat something and then do something constructive so u do not think about what u ate. Try not to make urself stressed listen to calm music but try to stay away from stressful things. Do not look at magazines or watch television as recover. When i watched television and magazines i compared myself to others which is unhealthy. Do not go through ur day obsessing about food it is not good to have it on ur mind. Try to put ur focus on other things. that.s about as much as i can give u
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1127564 tn?1262544756
01/10
its all about motivation........if you do not overcome this disease i can guaratee you that you will die from anorexia. Oh you might not believe this or ignore the truth but anorexia will kill you if you do not kill it. Do you want to die from anorexia? That is a pretty pathetic death. Do you want to live your life always thinking you need to lose weight and never be content with who you are? I wouldn't I didn't.
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1127564 tn?1262544756
01/10
how do other anorexics get better? Anyone can get over an obsession or an addiction. When you say you cant it is like a smoker saying he cannot quit, or an overweight person saying they cant lose weight. Its just hard to do so it is easier to say i cannot get better. Yes, your sister is in danger of becoming anorexic 2. However if you work toward getting better she will see that. You can get over anorexia anyone can. Those who do not well they usually end up dead. Yeah I*used to say the exact thing i cannot stop. However this was some lame excuse not to. I am sorry if this sounds mean but its true. You can go on and on and on about how it will be hard to get better, you can say you cannot and say a million of other excuses but in the end you can get better.
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1127564 tn?1262544756
01/10
At 1st u were in control right? when u wanted 2 eat u could eat but u did not. but now u can barely eat anything without guilt. I used to think i was controling my weight my life by being anorexic but as I got deeper it was controling me. I could not eat anything without hating myself. If  I ate anything i would go into depression and anger.All ur posts tell me that u have lost control of somthing u thought u could control.Now ur stuck and r not happy with ur weight. Once you get down to the weight you want you will want to lose more. Ur mind has become warped into anorexia mania. U will always think ur fat even if you become 70 pounds. ur focus is way off and it will stay that way until ur better.
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1127564 tn?1262544756
01/10
first of all u do not need 2 lose weight you WANT 2 lose weight which are two different things if i were you i would focus on just maintaining ur weight now and not worry about losing or gaining or whatever. Yes what ur doing is very unhealthy and even unhealthy for others. U say you have a little sis ur sis looks up 2 u and if ur barely eating and are at an obsessed with ur weight ur sister is likely to fall into the exact footsteps when shes older. Do u want that? You say u want control and thats why you starve ur self and stuff. However, now you can barely eat, ur weight is always on ur mind, u worry that ur parents will find out, u sound unhappy, you hear a voice that tells u ur fat and u cannot make ur self eat without feeling sick. It does not seem like ur in control anymore.
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1127564 tn?1262544756
01/10
how many sibs do u have?....i have 6 4 bros and 2 sis its crazy...but cool also......um i had a lot of fun at the new years eve party stayed up almost all night felt like crap the next day lol......i see you want to be better but still want to lose weight hmmm....well the problem is that ur losing weight the wrong way u can lose weight and eat at the same lol.....if you starve ur self 2 a certain weight and then start eating again the weight will come back. I do not know what to tell you other than you are being unhealthy in the way u lose weight. There are better alternatives. eating healthy exersize are the best ways to lose weight ask any doctor.
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1127564 tn?1262544756
12/09
I am sooo sorry about the deaths of people that you loved......I know it is really painful....my uncle died and one of my best friends....its hard.....I will stop bothering u about your anorexia choices.....since this is what you want ...how was ur day today???=) HAPPY NEW YEAR I am going 2 a party what r u doing????
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1127564 tn?1262544756
12/09
all of these things can cause anorexia and more. it would help u if u can lable the causes or causes of anorexia. it helped me anyway...u might want to call the voice in ur head that tells u ur fat a name that fits it. u can call it the devil, liar, deciever, cruella devil, any name that expresses that the voice is not right in what it tells u.you can call ur anorexia a bad name as well. Anything to make u despise it. Did u say a friend of urs knows ur anorexic??? that can help u great deal 2 have someone there 4 u. once u realize that anorexia is a leech that ***** out ur life u will do anything 2 get rid of it
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1127564 tn?1262544756
12/09
One thing you need 2 put out of ur mind is that eating will make you gain weight. Eating will make you healthy that is all that matters. My mom was anorexic when she was a teenager as well. Its funny but this diseaese often runs in families. She is not anorexic any more but she now has osteoporosis. Osteoporosis is when your bones shrink and become easily broken. My mom is in pain  all the time. Have you lost ur period yet? if so when was the last time you had it? Does ur mom or dad have a history of ED. Are any of ur parents overweight or under weight? R u in sport or dance that requires a certain weight? the reason iam asking these questions is 2 get down to the real reson u r anorexic. R u a perfectionist? has your life been dificult. i know that u already lost someone which makes worse
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1127564 tn?1262544756
12/09
in most cases when someone first begins to starve themselves they have hunger pains. this might not be true in your case but that bdoes not change the fact that eating will be difficult. The only problem that you seem to have (I could be wrong) is that you do not want to eat but want to keep starving yourself. If this is the case nothing i say will ever motivate you. You have a personal choice to keep living unhealthy. Nobody can shove food down ur throat. If you really do want to stop being anorexic u need 2 fight. However ur not going to fight if you really do not want 2. It took me awhile 2 realize that i did not want to have such a disgusting disease. My friends kept telling me my mom kept telling me to eat and eat healthy but i did not begin to make drastic changes till i was ready.
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1127564 tn?1262544756
12/09
sorry i ran out of charaters =( this finishes the first post........many anorexics use anorexia to have control in there life......exercising i now use to have control in my life....if i want to lose flab i workout hard.......after your healthy you can make yourself look sexy by working out.......I have 4 brothers I will post pics but they are really good looking and all of them agree that skin and bones are unatractive.....you can still be slim but in a good way
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1127564 tn?1262544756
12/09
thats why you need to go really slowly if you do not you might end up bulumic which is far worse than anorexia......take small bights of a fruit or somethng along those line chew it for a long time and then swallow. it will be hard at first......it is not going to be easy.....was it easy at first to starve yourself?? For me it was hard to starve myself at first but then it got easy..... starting to eat is harder than starving yourself......if you do not want to be anorexic its going to be hard......Its like a marathon you start out at a slow jog but then go faster.....it gets harder the father you go but when your near the finish line its a whole lot easier and the pain was worth it
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1127564 tn?1262544756
12/09
....if someone wants to be ripped they need to work hard anorexia is the unhealthy and easy way to lose weight.....instead of exercising, eating right, anorexics do not eat now that i have gained weight and am healthy i am going towards becoming toned and sexythe right way if anorexia is a means for you
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955052 tn?1249580952
08/09
Hi fattty00
thanks for your kind comment. it really made me feel alot better:D
and sorry for my late reply, been so depressed as usual.
u know I am going to face it. am sick of suffering with this illness. I also developed ED since I was 15(was anorexic) then turned into a bulimia......... I got an appointment with a new psychologist on Mon, hope I can make it this time:)
I once liked the playboy rabbit as well and got a tattoo of it like many girls do...... am getting old now, am still young at heart though ;)
Thanks again and all the best for u ^________^
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Avatar universal
07/09
I read what you wrote and it sounds like something my step daghter wrote. How can I help her. She is 15 and is dissapering.
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