keith187's Profile
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Learned alot from this last relapse
01/13
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PorVida
For as many times as I have relapsed, I always learn something new. I have found that no matter what if I put myself around it or have access, I am going to use. Hope whatever you learned keeps those clean days moving forward!
01/13
keith187
Access has been my problem....My neighbor is a walking pharmacy!! We have had the talk already about not givin me any pills.....He still asks Do you need somthin? UGH! of course i need somthin im an addict......
01/13
PorVida
I hear ya man. Someone I grew up with is the same way, always a text away from anything. I told him straight up about my problem which was humiliating but then said look if I ask you have to ignore me this is getting bad and could end bad for me.
01/13
keith187
I have come to the conclusion that it is my problem not his......I just have to set some boundries with this dude......Just because he asks if i need somthin doesnt mean i have to accept....Its on me
01/13
PorVida
I thought a lot about this conversation and our so called neighbors and friends that we have as sources. You are right about boundaries. These people do not give a shit about us. They either are addicts and want us right their with them or want our $
01/13
is detoxing AGAIN!!!!!
01/13
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01/13
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is starting the year clean......
01/13
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is looking for day 1...again
12/12
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Pat1956100
You found it. Today can be your Day 1
12/12
cleanguy
It's OK.... keep trying, you will win!
12/12
wants to throw in the towel
12/12
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kkcopacetic
have faith brother
12/12
Is navigating life without getting loaded
10/12
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ImDONENoMore
and it feels pretty damn good doesn't it?
10/12
keith187
Yes feels good not to wake up sick every morning,still a lot of forced smiles comin from me
10/12
ImDONENoMore
that's okay - and normal... you fake it til you make it (think that's the saying) but soon those smiles will happen naturally and it's going to surprise the hell out of you!! you'll see :)
10/12
has 30 days opiate free.......now time to work on the rest of my addictions!
10/12
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kkcopacetic
Outstanding, brother!!!!
10/12
keith187
Thanks kk, lets see if i could put 60 days together in a row.Hey thats what kk looks like.
10/12
is trying to be honest
10/12
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kkcopacetic
Hang in there, brother, you're fightin the good fight!!
10/12
is humbled by addiction
09/12
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