"thanks u shier for ur response at least i now know im not the only one with these long cycles after a miscarriage"
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About Me: Female, 46, harrisburg, PA, member since Aug 2008
living in PA work and have a 15 yr old daughter and 1 yr old son
I decided to write this poem for the baby that was never born. ... [More]
On May 20, 2008 I found out I was going to be a MOM again; scared, confused, in shock but yet so excited. My body's changing, my mind is racing and my heart is loving you already
BEFORE YOU WERE BORN
Ultrasounds confirm your life, blood test confirm your life and home pregnancy tests confirm your life
BEFORE YOU WERE BORN
Cramps begin, bleeding starts, my mind is so full of scary thoughts. What's wrong, what did I do wrong, what did I say wrong, did I not eat right, did I not take care of myself right
BEFORE YOU WERE BORN
I feel alone, your father left, my friends disappeared, my family has gone ashtray. It's just you in my stomach and me
BEFORE YOU WERE BORN
June 3, 2008 Ultrasound shows your still there, yet you are not growing, WHY? I quit my second job just so I can rest more so you can have life, I love you so much and you aren't even here yet
June 5, 2008 bleeding still present, cramping still there but you are still hanging on with a heartbeat of 118 bpm, yet you haven't grown, WHY? Is GOD trying to show me something, open my eyes to something, What? Please Lord tell me, I'll do anything just let this baby have a chance of life
BEFORE YOU WERE BORN
June 10, 2008 Ultrasound shows you are there helpless and not moving, no heartbeat no life and no movement. The baby that I never got a chance to see, hold, hear cry, kiss your boo-boos, tell you everything is going to be alright has passed on. Although, you are not here I still love you and I hope I get to see you in heaven one day.
BEFORE YOU WERE BORN
June 13, 2008 the day came when you had to be removed, driving myself to the hospital and driving myself home, in surgery alone and scared. Maybe your not really dead, maybe the Ultrasound people made a mistake, maybe you were just playing possum. Is this really true, I'm in shock I cant believe you will never have a chance in life. Time to move on back to first job, back to second job, back to two other kids, housework, back to staying strong for the family I do have. Lord, WHEN DO I GRIEVE? Where's your father? Does he care? Does he love you like I do? Do he love me like I love you? Why isn't he here taking care of me after surgery? Why isn't he grieving with me?
BEFORE YOU WERE BORN
Time to move on with my life YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN MY LITTLE BABY GIRL/BOY!
Miscarriage June 10, 2008
After this ordeal my life will never be the same. [Less]
I decided to write this poem for the baby that was never born. ... [More]
On May 20, 2008 I found out I was going to be a MOM again; scared, confused, in shock but yet so excited. My body's changing, my mind is racing and my heart is loving you already
BEFORE YOU WERE BORN
Ultrasounds confirm your life, blood test confirm your life and home pregnancy tests confirm your life
BEFORE YOU WERE BORN
Cramps begin, bleeding starts, my mind is so full of scary thoughts. What's wrong, what did I do wrong, what did I say wrong, did I not eat right, did I not take care of myself right
BEFORE YOU WERE BORN
I feel alone, your father left, my friends disappeared, my family has gone ashtray. It's just you in my stomach and me
BEFORE YOU WERE BORN
June 3, 2008 Ultrasound shows your still there, yet you are not growing, WHY? I quit my second job just so I can rest more so you can have life, I love you so much and you aren't even here yet
June 5, 2008 bleeding still present, cramping still there but you are still hanging on with a heartbeat of 118 bpm, yet you haven't grown, WHY? Is GOD trying to show me something, open my eyes to something, What? Please Lord tell me, I'll do anything just let this baby have a chance of life
BEFORE YOU WERE BORN
June 10, 2008 Ultrasound shows you are there helpless and not moving, no heartbeat no life and no movement. The baby that I never got a chance to see, hold, hear cry, kiss your boo-boos, tell you everything is going to be alright has passed on. Although, you are not here I still love you and I hope I get to see you in heaven one day.
BEFORE YOU WERE BORN
June 13, 2008 the day came when you had to be removed, driving myself to the hospital and driving myself home, in surgery alone and scared. Maybe your not really dead, maybe the Ultrasound people made a mistake, maybe you were just playing possum. Is this really true, I'm in shock I cant believe you will never have a chance in life. Time to move on back to first job, back to second job, back to two other kids, housework, back to staying strong for the family I do have. Lord, WHEN DO I GRIEVE? Where's your father? Does he care? Does he love you like I do? Do he love me like I love you? Why isn't he here taking care of me after surgery? Why isn't he grieving with me?
BEFORE YOU WERE BORN
Time to move on with my life YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN MY LITTLE BABY GIRL/BOY!
Miscarriage June 10, 2008
After this ordeal my life will never be the same. [Less]
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Nov 17, 2008
"Can anyone help me with figuring out my menstrual cycle? Every since I had a Miscarriage on June 10th 2008 and had the D&E done June 13, 2008 my periods have been every other month. I got my first period since miscarriage July 12, 2008..."
Oct 16, 2008
"Hey aliciaandtrue, Mines leaked closer to delivery. But then again didnt find out i was preg until i was 6 months lol. But everyone is different. Good luck to you!"
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01/09
You deserve a big bear hug! hopea all is going ok with you .. havent heard from you in some time... hope ya had a great holiday n news yrs... take care.
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