"most of the time id rather feel dead than alive with this horrible disorder....however, i have felt both...i just call is severe depression"
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About Me: Female, 41, Kew Gardens Hills, NY, member since Sep 2008
im a messed up 27 year old. Ive been off percocet/oxy/roxy for 5 months....went to a psychiatrist who just prescribed meds that made me even worse without even getting to know me after one visit. I own 2 business', live with my mother, sister and best friend who alll
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had the gastric bypass and have been looking for new addictions ever since!!
Im messed up and need help, even to talk.... im ready for recovery because I never knew who i was, thought for awhile i did, and now im completely lost!! [Less]
Im messed up and need help, even to talk.... im ready for recovery because I never knew who i was, thought for awhile i did, and now im completely lost!! [Less]
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business, Judaism, nonjudgemental, Dancing, clubbing, hair, makeup, Sho, shopping, shoes, singing, outdoors, Beach, swimming
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Feb 01, 2009
"why do we tend to lie and steal from the people that are closest to us...I guess we know they will except it the longest."
Jan 31, 2009
"I was diagnosed about 3 months ago with BPD, after thinking I was bipolar. Today I found out from my main psychiatrist that I could have BPD and Cyclothymia at the same time....Im on a regimine of cymbalta, abilify and klonopin...
How..."
Had a psychiatric appt. this morning for my meds... feeling ok. Still trying to control my reactions to peoples actions, but, a good couple of days
its been the worst year of my life. I hate myself, I hate what ive done to my family, I hate hate hate, guilt guilt guilt. I just feel as if I dont want to be here anymo...
so, this is my first entry.... its friday night, chol hamoed succos.... i used to be observant (for about 3 years, by myself and by my choice). Im not anymore though... i...
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Cyclothyic
02/09
Hey, I am glad you are being productive with the businesses. I don't have BPD but I am here to learn more about it. I had a friend with it and now I have a friend with it who I am worried may be had.
What helps you?
Dave
01/09
Hi Mahrah, I have a question about the book you recommended for BPD. Is there any mention on physical/emotional abuse as a child? Can these behaviors be a contributor to BPD? Thanks ~ El
10/08
LOVE YOU!! Im so glad you are on here and can share your feelings with people! Its so therapeutic to urself and to others! Your not "messed up" just a little lost, and you're finding your way! xoxoxoxxoxo!!!!!!!
~Vickals
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