"55days clean and focused on recovery...congratulations on all the clean time.."
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"The full fruit of a labor of love lives in the harvest, and that always comes in its right season..."
About Me: Male, 43, dade city, FL, member since Jul 2014
Hard working father of 2 and in love with my wife/mother of children for 15years now.
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emotional health, Depression, Anxiety, Men's Health, Family Health, Children's Health, Parenting, family
Sep 02, 2014
"Really 54 days and I feel great...I feel again and starting to put the past behind me and making a new life that has been given to me...who knew sober would feel so good...my brain is clearer faster more confident in what I can do..worki..."
Aug 25, 2014
"Hello just checking in at 46days clean...feels good to be 46 days clean....I feel calm...not so anxious anymore Im actually getting some descent clean sleep, all because im turning the negative energy into positive enegy..when u think ab..."
*BIG SMILE* 25 days clean....I awoke around 6:00am this morning opening my eyes hoping today is a day that I can find joy or happiness in something...anything besides drug...
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09/14
Stopped the methadone sept 2. So today at noon will be day 9. Hope your ok. The hardest part for me is the mental stuff. Horrible anxiety ,panic don't feel like me. Don't know how much longer this will take. I am still nauseas and no appetite . I did sleep 4 hours last night then woke up in a panic. Really wish I could have done this in a place with other people who were going through this too. Taking it minute by minute. Trying to stay positive. Feels like a mild flu but the mind thoughts are all messed up. Thanks for your support. I hope you get better soon.
09/14
Just making sure you are ok. you are my clean day counter :) i am one day behind you. hope you and your family are doing well
09/14
Just a quick note am scared they put the bup patch on me when I was asleep last night the plan was I to detox from methadone no patch they took it off this morning I am so scared don't know what to expect help
08/14
Saw detox dr today. Tues will stop clonidine pill in morning in eve start clonidine patch then next day stop all methadone.she said patch is better than pills and she would make it a bit stronger . Will also give me some tramadol if needed. I don't know hat tramadol is and I am pretty scared but want to get this over with. I hope you are doing well. So good to know others like you have done this. I will be home alone doing this by myself am scared but hopeful . Take care. : )
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