" i dontk now what t do, i fell like the only way to get rid of this pain is to just end it........ ive trying everything, to meditation, eating healthy and exercising and trying to talk to other, and nother isnt taking away this pain of ..."
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About Me: Male, 32, Bakersfield , CA, member since Jul 2015
my name is colin and well thers not much to say i guess. there was time were i used to be happy, i enjoyed going for runs and talking to people and just bing silly enjoyed going to the beach and just relaxing. love camping, and i really love exercising. i enjoy to read
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and i love my dogs. i enoy taking my little brothers to get ice cream and spend time with them since there dad wasnt ever in the picture. i enjoy going to the parks going for walks and i love foot ball...go maimi dolphins. But everything change about a year ago, i never had a problem with anxity, then one day it hit me, i didnt know what it was or what to call it, all i know is that i was freakin out, i felt like something was inside of me that i couldnt get out and nobody understands. I dont go for runs anymore, im scared to talk to anybody cause im afraid, and i want to talk to people but i just dont know how, and hurts. I dont do anything no more its hard for me to go inside a store to buy groceries so i just go to fast food places cause i dont really have to talk to anybody. Im having a hard time just spending time with my little brothers because this stupid thing called life the im in and it doesnt permit me to do what i used to do. So ya thats a little about me.
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emotional health, Anxiety, Depression, ADD/ADHD, Men's Health
Jul 18, 2015
"I was using meth for a while started at 16 and it was all bad, everybody comes down off meth differently then others. I didn't have the shakes when I came off it I just slept for a long time and ate alot.....I'm not encouraging you to sm..."
Jul 17, 2015
" I suffer from all sorts of anxiety disorders that i cant control, and one of these days its going to kill me. My anxiety causes me to become paranoid, and Schizophrenia. Today is july 17 2015 8:30p.m C.a. bakersfield time and i just had..."
i only been a memeber on this sight for two days now i feel better, its helped me to see that i can fight this everday pain that i have. Today is 7-18-15 and im happy that...
Why This? I ask. What made me reach out to this website and start writting a journal. "Is his life that bad" some may ask. Sad to say but ya, my life is that bad...
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