"Hey sweetheart, I'm so sorry your dealing with this. You know that I know the pain of coming off subs, but I have to ask - is your husband stable and thriving? I've known a few people who got on subs for life and it was the better option..."
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About Me: Female, member since Oct 2011
My story as an opiate addict: I was 15 when I did my first drug - Oxy Contin. This was right before the oxy/hillbilly heroin epedimic so I had NO idea what I was getting into. I was addicted for 7-8 years. In the last years of my addiction I was in a constant search for
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any and every opiate possible just to not be sick. At my breaking point I woke up every morning and prayed asking God to have someone kill me that day. I understand the meaning of "being sick and tired of being sick and tired" as much as anyone. Sickness broke me so @ age 22 I voluntarily went to a faith-based rehab for a year. This was my "safe haven". Here I learned how to cope with life and emotions I hadn't delt with since I was a teenager. With God's help, I made it FIVE years SOBER! After all that clean time I screwed up. I was going through a divorce, all alone, family far away, no accountability, and found myself in the wrong place at the wrong time - just one hydrocodone lead to 6 months of everyday use. That's all it took. This time I felt I had the tools I needed to get sober but used the crutch of a suboxone taper thinking it would make it easier.... I was wrong! If I could go back I would have jumped without subs. Suboxone took me as long too get off of as I had years sober. I did it but sheesh! Now I'm over a year sober and living life thankful to God for second and third chances!
These important things I've learned: Don't let yourself go through years of daily withdrawals. It's HELL and a complete waste of life and time. Everyone around you already knows, so go get help! And once your sober keep accountability, and ALWAYS remember the Devil is like a roaring lion PATIENTLY WAITING for the right moment to ATTACK - when your least expecting - when you're at your weakest and you have the most to lose - that's when he'll pounce!! So stay near to God, praying for His wisdom and strength daily. This is where my strength comes from. [Less]
These important things I've learned: Don't let yourself go through years of daily withdrawals. It's HELL and a complete waste of life and time. Everyone around you already knows, so go get help! And once your sober keep accountability, and ALWAYS remember the Devil is like a roaring lion PATIENTLY WAITING for the right moment to ATTACK - when your least expecting - when you're at your weakest and you have the most to lose - that's when he'll pounce!! So stay near to God, praying for His wisdom and strength daily. This is where my strength comes from. [Less]
Oct 27, 2020
"Could definitely be pain pills - or heroin."
Jan 24, 2020
"Every day will get better. Just keep pushing forward! I sent you a private message. Check your in box. Proud of you!"
Not feeling well - am I sick or
Experiencing withdrawals? just want to sleep all day. Cold then sweating. Feel fluish. Throat hurts head hurts. so much to do and I just ...
It's really not that bad. When I'm irritable it feels 'that bad but looking back it's really not. The withdrawals last much longer than with regular opiate...
What the hell is a general ledger? Right now I barely know and don't care. 3pm- 2 more work hours left, and 2 more hours until I'm suppose to dose again. Been sitt...
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02/19
Just a quick note to say hi! Just read your profile. Which christian program did you go to?
03/13
Just a quick note to say hi! Hi just a note to say after I read your post I went into your profile it looks like you have some time behind you. Hey I used to takt those oxycont back before my methedone ride I did not know they did not make them any more? Why do'nt you post more? I got clean in sept but did not post until dec
God Bless You
vickie
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