"I too drink for a reason....I have extreme anxiety and because of severe abuse as a child am a very anxious person. As well, I have suffered through 10 surgeries and have a few uncomfortable conditions and have been a progressively heavy..."
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Jul 06, 2009
"my 4 foot 11 inch mother would become a raging lunatic demonic possessed b$tch when she drank...and she has been an alcoholic since the 70's.....and unrepentant one too....my brother, who died at age 38 last year in July from mixing drug..."
Jun 29, 2009
"I am a 42 year old female who suddenly started to have grand mal seizures. I had my first one in March of this year, another 10 minutes after the first and my 3rd in March, (all of them at or around the full moon....I must be a lycanthro..."
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06/09
Hey! Thanks for writing to me! that's awesome you were able to cut down so well. Of course I knew I 'should' cut down all along when I was drinking about 1-2 bottles of wine most days, but joke's on me! It only took about 4 years of that to achieve full on cirrhosis, so no cutting down time frame .... just 100% done. Needless to say, I was feeling so awful by the time I was diagnosed, I had already stopped drinking. So, my problem I guess is a "go big or go home" complex... Just have to think of new ways to express it! Cheers to a big glass of O.J.!
Nicole
06/09
well maybe i am brain damaged already. hah but i have never made the decision to just not drink anymore. it has always been...... well i am going to have to not drink as much..... or will just have to stay away from the vodka and redbulls......
or just drink wine.......blah,blah,blah.
i just CANNOT DRINK ALCOHOL.
just like i CANNOT TAKE A PILL.
so that is that. and it is still realing around in the back of my head. that maybe in time i will be able to just have a couple of social drinks now and then. hah- but i also had that when i quit the pills. and i am kicking that thought to the curb over and over again here. and i will just have to keep doing that.
06/09
well i do see a light at the end of this tunnel here. just hoping i haven't done too much damage already.
i really like hiking in the mountains and would probably have to give that up if i were to have seizures.
it is crazy how we have traded our worst nitemare of drugs for this stupid alcoholism. i just did not know
you could still get addicted if you didn't drink every day. somehow though i feel i am going to be alright
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