"the last guy i dated was abusive and i've had nightmares about it even though i cut him out of my life and am trying to go back to normal. my doctor's considered something for nightmares and the insomnia i have but i don't want to just r..."
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About Me: Female, 35, Dayton, TX, member since Mar 2012
I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder and Borderline Personality disorder, I have asthma and suffer through a lot of dissociative episodes. I am uninsured so I can't afford some of the therapy I know deep down I need, like DBT and CBT, so I scrape by on my own. I'm in a
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program as far as medications, which seem to keep changing, the list of ones doctors have tried is pretty long, and I hope one finally works. I have no illusions about either of my diseases, I know I will always have to deal with them, it's simply a matter of surviving at this point. Luck to everyone suffering whatever illnesses they have.
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emotional health, Anxiety, Bipolar Disorder, Depression, BPD
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"my mom keeps telling me to get the test done because there's a family history of medications having the opposite effect. i had to stop the zoloft today because it brought back my thoughts of self harm and i stopped having those 9 years a..."
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"i know a little bit about how you feel and i'm sorry for your loss. i lost my brother 6 years ago and i still can't talk about him in therapy without choking up or visibly shaking from it. the usual response is it takes time and while th..."
Yesterday i felt angry. i put my trust in the wrong person who used that trust against me. after years of keeping my head down, i had gotten to a point where i was able to...
so i had an epiphany a few days ago and it's changed how i approach my relationship with him. a little over 11 years ago, back when we first started dating, i promised...
over the years i've had nightmares of losing 3 people: my dad, my brother, and my daughter after i had her. i'd wake in a cold sweat, unable to breathe with tears ...
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Condition:
Bipolar II
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