"This isn't a question but more of an update. If you remember, I was pregnant and addicted to vicodin and VERY concerned about my son being born with withdrawal. My concerned lessened after I talked to my doctor about it, but some people ..."
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About Me: Female, Baltimore, MD, member since Jun 2008
I am a 23 year old pregnant girl, living with my partner. I am an addict. I came to this forum to seek help and support from these devilish little pills I have succumbed to. I am no stranger to addiction- My history clearly indicates not only a history of recreational
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use, but a history of addictive tendencies stemming from my genes.
I began smoking cigarettes at 14, and marijuana at 15. I began doing Crystal Meth at 15 as well. I was a junkie, living with people twice my age and doing armed robberies to get meth. I hit rock bottom quickly- just a year later, and came off the meth.
When I was 18, I got very ill with the flu and started getting terrible anxiety and panic attacks. Went to the DR, they prescribed me Xanax. I started taking it as needed for about 6 months, and stopped without a problem. Then, about 2 years later, I began drinking heavily and got a DUII and was forced into treatment twice a week, getting regular UA's. At this point, I quit drinking and smoking pot. The anxiety came back, and I got back on the Xanax. This time it was bad, I became VERY addicted.
A few months later, I went to see the doc and he prescribed meds to get off the Xanax painlessly and quickly. I was drug free for all of 2 months, before I started taking Vicodin for migraines. I stopped the Vicodin, because I felt my energy, ambition and motivation being zapped from me. A couple months later, I was bit by a pitbull and went to the ER. They gave me 20 5/500 mg Vicodin.
That day was the day that I was shown the devil, hell, and all things evil.
I have since been an opiate addict for almost two years. I began doing some seriously immoral things to make money. I was taking between 8-10 10/325 mg Vicodin everyday, without fail.
I am at the end of my painful yet numb opiate addiction and though my travels have been strange, and dangerous, to say the least, I don't regret it. This is a rude awakening. [Less]
I began smoking cigarettes at 14, and marijuana at 15. I began doing Crystal Meth at 15 as well. I was a junkie, living with people twice my age and doing armed robberies to get meth. I hit rock bottom quickly- just a year later, and came off the meth.
When I was 18, I got very ill with the flu and started getting terrible anxiety and panic attacks. Went to the DR, they prescribed me Xanax. I started taking it as needed for about 6 months, and stopped without a problem. Then, about 2 years later, I began drinking heavily and got a DUII and was forced into treatment twice a week, getting regular UA's. At this point, I quit drinking and smoking pot. The anxiety came back, and I got back on the Xanax. This time it was bad, I became VERY addicted.
A few months later, I went to see the doc and he prescribed meds to get off the Xanax painlessly and quickly. I was drug free for all of 2 months, before I started taking Vicodin for migraines. I stopped the Vicodin, because I felt my energy, ambition and motivation being zapped from me. A couple months later, I was bit by a pitbull and went to the ER. They gave me 20 5/500 mg Vicodin.
That day was the day that I was shown the devil, hell, and all things evil.
I have since been an opiate addict for almost two years. I began doing some seriously immoral things to make money. I was taking between 8-10 10/325 mg Vicodin everyday, without fail.
I am at the end of my painful yet numb opiate addiction and though my travels have been strange, and dangerous, to say the least, I don't regret it. This is a rude awakening. [Less]
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Aug 14, 2008
"Excellent attitude and progress.
Its refreshing to read a post of only 4 days into it (sobriety) that is SO positive- not one thats focusing on the WD symptoms and all the negatives.
Nice job. We need more posts like yours."
Aug 13, 2008
"I havent written in the journal for a while because I got some pretty rude PM's from ill informed individuals... No more journaling for me unless I can make it private.
they initially tapered me to 4 a day, now I'm at 3.5 a day. Occas..."
And I'm 33 weeks and 1 day prego. That clears some things up.. Wasn't sure if I was 7.5 months, 8 months...
Blood pressure is normal, his heartbeat is totally nor...
So, I have an appt on Tuesday the 25th to talk to my doctor about my addiction.
I spent $100.00 on 12 of the 10/325 to get me through Sat, Sun, and Mon. I am confident ...
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08/08
Hi there, I just wanted to see how u were doing, i havent read any comments from you lately. r u okay?
08/08
Hi there, i am so upset, i feel like crying. I like to come on the forum and share and learn. I tried to reply to feelings about the w/s description she wrote, and by the way thankyou u knew exactly what i meant and they keep deleting my posts. a started anew questioning why they did that and that one got deleted. I dont even know how to contact the people in charge. I just dont think its fair.! I guess i just wont come on here anymore.this makes me sad.
06/08
Just a quick note to say hi! i will be here if you need any advice i 26 with 4 boys i am down to earth honest you can talk to me about anything. good luck i will check back in soon
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