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About Me: Female, 63, stayner, ON, member since Aug 2013
I'm a 54 yr. old woman who lives in Ontario, Canada. I've been addicted to a few things, this time around it's opiates. I'm a non-practising alcoholic. I was addicted to uppers for years as a young adult, along with the alcohol. When I got off the alcohol it was on t
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o tranquillizers -- benzo's. That lasted 13 yrs. I just thank God I'm older and wasn't exposed to meth, oxy's, I fear I would be dead right now if I was. I am a painter and drugs take away my energy and creativity. Soooo sick of it.
I love to create, build, paint, sculpt, write, exercise, animals, nature, helping people. [Less]
I love to create, build, paint, sculpt, write, exercise, animals, nature, helping people. [Less]
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Happy 5 year anniversary to me. FIVE YEARS........ I’m like the only one that cares about this ... well my daughter mentioned it.
08/18
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I’m really pished....medhelp!!! I’ve waisted so much of my time trying to write and only have it all ALLL just poof.....I am so sick of this...this is not helpful at all.
05/18
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Jan 22
"I’m glad your son is on the upswing. "
Jan 22
"Thank you for thinking of me but I’ve been on about five different antidepressant since the Latuda I just started taking mirtazapine. On day 4. It makes you very sleepy so I have to take it at night time but I am feeling a lot calmer sin..."
Omg, I just have no time these days. I am even behind on reading journals.
This life of mine is no longer mine. I live and work for the animals and as a service wor...
I can’t do this anymore. I don’t want this life anymore.
I am a monster. I don’t want to look after these animals anymore. I don’t want to look after anything anym...
I think the moon is kickin my ash. I’m so disconnected to everyone and everything. God, this is such a problem. At least once a day I think my exit would just make life...
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03/20
Just a quick note to say hi! Leave a note. I hope everything is OK on your end. Im fine. Take care
10/19
Hey!!!! ♥...thanks for the note. Doing the best we can, I guess. R's got some kind of mysterious cyst(?) under the skin below his eye, it's very weird. Making an appt with his pcp today. Which will only lead to an appt with a specialist since pcp's rarely do anything other than REFER you somewhere else! This note is also reminding me, I need to take him in for the bloodwork his pcp gave him paperwork for, idk, beginning of the yr maybe. Requires 'fasting' which means we might be able to make an 8am appt. The place isn't far. I've been meaning to write a journal, there's been so much going on. He went to Costco yest; came home w/o his wallet. I called immediately to find an ANGEL had turned it into lost and found. D.L., $ and cc's still there. Whew! Hope you're well, J. xoxo
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