Oh girl dont ever feel ashamed to post here. Most of us have relapsed so we know about that. Sometimes we just have to find out the hard way. You have had a ton of pain in the last 90 days. I hope you are feeling better and coming to some sort of acceptance with the grief. Please keep posting when you can. I am really glad you are back~~~~~~sara
We're all here for you just keep posting Denise
I am sorry for all you have been through lately. You posted, YAY. Don't keep beating yourself up over this, relapses are tough, but the longer we stay down the harder it is. I am proud of you for posting and stopping again. We are here for you girl.
A HUGE thank you to everyone who has reached out to me. I don't know what I would have done without you.
Getting back on track is hard..but it sure is easy to jump off track! I think part of recovery is screwing up here and there..we learn each time we screw up...and it makes us stronger...few get clean and never screw up once..so count urself as normal! whatever normal is...u are posting Zillian and u r trying..do u know how many peeps never even try to get clean nor do many even care about their clean time...u r gonna do this cos u want to do this (:
Thank you for your support. Things have been going really well. I guess the aftermath of my dad's death is settling down.
Zillian...how r doing with everything?
ZJILLIAN had a run in with pneumonia and hasnt been up to par - - she reports still clean but could feel better and needs a dog trainer!!!
Thanks guys. I have been down with pneumonia and my husband has been having seizures for the past 5 days. BUT BESIDES that all is well. Still clean but very tired.
Also trying to get control of my dog pack who have taken back the house. It is a struggle and so far they are wining.