The important thing is you didnt continue taking them. You have your baby's well being as your no.1 priority. That is a good thing. Try not to beat yourself up as that will get you nowhere. You have a wonderful event approaching, dont let this put a damper on it. I raised 2 girls so i know what you are in for!! lol
i dont have a reason or an excuse for taking it honestly. i think i juzz acted on impulse...it was there and my mind wasnt. it wasnt until 20 min after i took it and started throwing up that i realized exactly why i had quit to begin with and the consequences for what i done. I have been so upset and depressed since then. it hurts to know that i even had the nerve to do that to my daughter. i took a chance of hurting her or losing her to the state when i took that pill and i dont know if i can forgive myself for that.
i just happened to find that one half while i was nesting and cleaning out my drawers and stuff. it was laying underneath the bottom drawer in my dresser. but i have cleaned out from underneath everything since then and have found nothing else that would cause another moment like that. and thank you, im trying so hard to be the best mother i can be to my baby girl
I know you said you were not an addict and you had a relapse with that 1/2 a pill. Do you still have those laying around? What was the reason why you took that? The time you mentioned when you were addicted can come sneaking back and you need to be able to identify those times and not act on those impulses. It sounds like you have done really well in taking care of you and the baby~
thank you so much for the reassuring support.
Hi and Welcome to the Forum- I'm sure you'll be just fine, along with your baby, but please don't take anything again unless ordered by your doctor. You'll save yourself a lot of stress!
I don't think you need to tell the doctor about this one incident but if it happens again you need to make him/her aware.
Good luck to you and congratulations for doing everything you can to be a good Mom!