is this for real

[SmallPepper]

got on thissite to help my swaggerman cant believe his total 180 in attitude, i hope it stays this way

[SmallPepper]

i did get back with you its on swagman post he foregot to log out

[Dav125]

44? I would have guessed you couldn't be a day over 40..:) Well, I'm a very youthful 54 then since we are on the subject. Not a spot of grey anywhere:)..

Sorry to hear that communication has broken down that much though Pepper. I'm beginning to get a feel of the larger picture now. Sleep well,,David

[SmallPepper]

sorry so late getting back  with you  had to do some thing  and i want to thank you for the invite

[SmallPepper]

do you realey think thats possble and me on car was a very old pics at 37 i wish he became the man i knew yrs ago rescpt me talk thing out with out SHOUTING  THEold pics were happy times for me but we dont see eye to eye any more and iam trying to go back to those days at the beach  iam still very youthful I DONT LOOK 44 AT ALL

[Dav125]

We all are hoping he will change too Sweet Pepper :). He has made a few kind gestures and has attempted to apologize for his behavior so thats at least a step in the right direction..You hang in there girl. We all are hear anytime you want to just talk, blow of steam or whatever.. Boy ,old Swagg has some interesting art while I'm thinking about it. Look like you were having some fun all sprawled out on the hood of the car in one of your photos..Darn sure has some interesting art though :)..Talk with you later,,David

[SmallPepper]

its nice to meet you too! i am glad you like art

[sway1]

hi smallpepper, i have been following your man's story since he first came on here. i don't come on here as much as i used to because of work. i noticed his hard head right away. men can be childlike sometimes. i know mine can. my man still sometimes has to have rum to make him feel happy. i think that is when he is thinking too much inside is own head. it makes me feel sorry for him that he has to have that to make him happy. since i have been clean, almost 7 weeks, i have been so happy. even when things go bad, i don't get bothered by it like i did when i was using. i guess everyone is different. it's nice to see you on here. i love his art work. much better than mine. hope you keep coming on and letting us know how things are going. peace, sway

[Dav125]

Saw the pictures he put in. I have a little in common with him..Heavy construction mainly and logging there for awhile back in the 80's..Have a great day Pepper!

[SmallPepper]

he is doing great today his pics brought out his good side  now to day  he not internet hog today as you see me on line  IM STILL HERE

[Dav125]

Good deal Pepper..Glad to hear things are smoothing out some..David

[dominosarah]

Sounds like you had a good day.  Im glad to hear things are going better.  Take it one day at a time.

[SmallPepper]

its me smallpepper like the smiles great day at the beach try to get back that day but swag came home became inter net hog good note flag day i went shopping and he was good day for me he help me put the bags in the trunk with out gitting lippie how long this will stay is any one guess

[Dav125]

:) :)

[dominosarah]

I have a feeling you can lay it on the line to him!!!  I love the comment about his mind coming back from the south!!!

[SmallPepper]

you and the kids have fun at the beach     HAPPY FLAG DAY

[Dav125]

The old love/hate relationship that I had in years past comes to mind when listening to you Pepper. Awe heck, it like those that tell us life's a b*tch and then we die. Somehow though, I didn't like that idea.. We always found some common ground once we realized a better way to put our concerns into words the other half could relate to..A little at a time. I feel hope in the air for you two..Really do..Look, you have a great fourth. I am loading up the children's and headed to our local lake for the weekend celebration..Tell your Swaggerman, the word of the day is moderation on everything :)  Be sweet :)

[SmallPepper]

but when the hot air come out  and iam in his prenses i tell him in a nice as possible way around puplic eye that he can stay in the car and i shop  and when his mind comes back from the south he can have fun shopping to

[SmallPepper]

only when iam at home when in puplic the hot air come out of his mouth that why we dont run around that much cause i dont want to be around his mind

[Dav125]

I couldn't think of any other way to say it! Worth a try though! :) :)

[dominosarah]

There's a nice way to "growl"??!!!

[Dav125]

The old "push the buttons" game at its best ..I hear ya girl :)..Just try to growl in a nice way,,OK?  (big smiles)

[SmallPepper]

yes he is a gemini the good twin bad twin and when he talks to me its mostly the bad twin and yes i do have patience with him but some times he rubs me the wrong way my fireed seeds come out

[Dav125]

Then he's got that internal battle going on with the two voices would be my guess. The one that wants to be free of it and the other that wants to continue. I get the impression that the good voice is fighting its way out though and winning so patience is the word to practice. A day at a time

[SmallPepper]

iam not like with pills booze so he dont tell me nothing so when he want to tell me any thing he will until then i live in my own world