Just wanted to wish everyone a Very Merry Christmas and a Happy New year!
This has been a hard year for me but I made it I Pushed myself to get clean and I got aftercare so I would stay Clean:)
I made sure also to get rid of my pill source and I am telling you some days I really wasnt sure I would make it, But I did! and with so much help from many on this forum, and also Reaching out for help from my friends and Family, making sure that I told my Dirty secret was huge for me, Once I did that I knew that this was it I was going to be okay. Everyday got better and each week that passed I got my life back, I wake up each day and Make a choice Using pills is never an option I am an addict and I will guard my sobriety, my life depends on it! I have a great family and I love my kids and I want to be a good Mom and keep seeing those smiles on their faces, because they have their Mommy back :) Merry Christmas Everyone Enjoy your day and Thank you for always helping me. For those of you that are just starting out or those that have started but are struggling just keep at it dont give up on yourself YOU ARE WORTH IT! and you will see baby steps lead to so much a better life. God Bless you all :)))