Venting

[j34]

Well lets see, somebody stole my jewlery ,I got called a hoar at a detox panel by one of the memeber and now my boyfriend is on the dating sites still looking for other woman, I feel like giving up .I wish it would all end and I could just go to heaven ....This ******* sober life ***** today

[j34]

Thanks all am feeling better today slept till noon ! I found my jewlery , I prayed for that woman ,and confronted my bf, I am so grateful it is one day at a time, I just had a beautiful bd dinner at my moms with my son first one in 14 yrs for me , god is good, Life is good today . Love being able to vent ,again thanks for the support and i will post the pics of my family in recovery my mom is clean as well

[livngr8ful]

I can see why you would be unhappy with whats going on and saying the sober life *****.  But if you think about it.  If you were loaded it would still **** just the same.  You would just have additional problems of drug use and abuse.  So if ya think about it.  It could be way worse.  Good job keeping on track through a rough time.  Steven

[dominosarah]

I hope you are feeling better today j.......Let us know.

[laurel453]

yeah, i know now :) ... thanks punkin :)

[Punkinhead75]

Venting is better than using.  Now that it's out find something to be grateful for and say a little thank you prayer.  I know this is going to sound crazy but say a prayer for those that have hurt you, like your BF or the person that stole your jewelry.  God Bless!!


to Laurel:

I think it's spelled *****.  Get your dictionary cuz I'm not gonna explain it. LOl!!

[laurel453]

hey, it is not sober life that s****... it is bad boyfriends, some silly people and thieves who s*****...don't feel like giving up, you have gone through a lot and you are stronger than all of them !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

one question, wasn't this boyfriend better than the one before him ?  i have realised that with the years, my men are better so when one leaves, i am just waiting for the next much better one that it is coming.... ok, it takes some time but it is worth iit :)

btw, what's a hoar ?

[dominosarah]

Come on girl, dont you dare give up.  You have come way to far to throw in the towel.  It's not your time to see heaven as you know God has other plans for you here on earth.  I am sorry someone felt the need to steal your jewelry and call you names.  They obviously have some issues and hopefully they can get them worked out.  As for the bf.......you dont deserve this sort of thing.  You are a beautiful lady inside and out and if he doesnt see that it will be his loss.  Dont you settle for anything less than what you want here.  Yep, life does suk at times but when we were using life was pure he!! all the time.  Look around at all you have to be grateful for my friend.  Tomorrow is a new day and we will face that clean and sober~~~sara