Drugs are great they take away all your problems, heartbroken over my marriage failing as I was recovering from two major surgerys... take a pill all better, hadnt seen my daughter in 6 months..take a pill all better! Ahhh drugs makes it all better, no withdraws, get to sleep, dont walk around like a zombie. But in reality pills only hide your problems, because when you sober up..your problems are still there, and will be until you face em, and you added to them by being a drug addict.
We are only passing through this world, make every moment count. How do you want to spend your one life on this earth..happy? or addicted to a pill that controls your life. There is so much beauty in this world, and even more pain and suffering. How is it fair that Brad Pitt is a rich moviestar and I can barely pay my cellphone bill? How is it fair that I am eating a sandwich and some kid probably a mile away is starving because moms drug habit takes away from the nessecity of feeding her child? Life is unfair, there is nothing that said it has to be. It amazes me that some people have great lives, rich people,celebrities etc and we struggle. But God has a plan and we live it, we are born and we choose our destiny..work hard, bust your *** goto college..get a house white picket fence raise a family work 30 years and die. Or we can choose the path that leads us to drugs, addiction,stealing a beautiful two person cell, 30 years in jail and a life time of misery that came with it.
Quit thinking about today..think about tommorrow...good thing about destiny is we can change it by simply changing ourselves. I renember worrying about not having enough pills to get through a day..forget about going anywhere if I di have my pills. Now I am free, I go place and do things I am back in control of my destiny and I cant wait for tommorrow..life will always be tough, and hopefully that means that I am being tested harder for I am ment for great things in Heaven.
Spend 30 days of hell, if it means 30 years of a normal life, we all cant be moviestars or billionares. But we are not ourselves anyway on drugs..so who is to judge. If you can quit drugs, every day and every problem that comes up will be gravy compared to that hell.
Its a beautiful sunny day, and I feel like a child again..clean and free.
I believe earth is hell, i believe it is all a test to see how we live our lives and how we make it through.