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[narla]

140 days clean,does it matter?

[dominosarah]

Glad you are feeling better narla.  Some call it tough love others a$$ kicking!!!  I still get mine kicked too when i need it.          sara

[avisg]

yeah that's what we get the BIGBUCKS for ....LMAOOOOOO (we volunteer)

[narla]

Thank You everyone who helped me get through a dark feeling of mixed up emotions,Hopefully It was a short lived pity party,I will never start drinking or taking codeine againe it was the other stuff getting me down its been eating at me for days now,so when I realised it was 140 days I went into negative mode,(poor me) I'll be stronger for it when I finally get through it.But again Thank You to everyone For your kind words and the a$$ kicks.  Denise

Avisg and Dominosarah-good A$$ kicking,your really good at it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[avisg]

addiction is addiction the substance ( or whatever it might be ) is just a symptom .I have crossed addictions more then I can count it was not until I got down to the root of addiction was I truly sober and I still have to watch myself all of the time to make sure I dont start something new and I have to see the addiction therapist and it been over two years .

[pharma9]

Oops..must have posted just after you did.Stop worrying about those new addictions..and just enjoy them..they are harmless.We love you and follow all your successes.I am over 120 days codeine free and have an inner peace with myself.I feel very little guilt....maybe just a little...about eating more than I should and not exercising enough...Shucks i guess,we can't go through life without some kind of guilt imagined or otherwise.

[rod44]

Thanks Avisg, I agree, I use AA and this is my choice. There are many good programs out there. Sobriety is not going to come to you, you must find it...The road to sobriety is not an easy one but active addiction is so much worse

Ray