update. sad and sober

[lainny]

hello my friends. I just wanted to give an update if you all remember my name or my story I lost my mother tragically to my brother that was schizophrenic back on Father's Day.I have been seeing my doctor the psychologist been going to church with a good friend if not just by myself at the end of next month will be the first trial October 31st. my brother is in a mental hospital and I've actually been talking to him I just want to know WHY and I think that it's hurting me more talking to him I know my mother wouldn't want me to shut up I know he's sick but I just don't know what to do I don't think it's good for me. please keep me in your thoughts and prayers I don't know how I'm going to get through this but I will not pick up anything and I've had people offer no I need to feel

[mlynn2014]

Praying for you. You are strong. You are holding up under pressure I cannot even begin to imagine. Just know someone is praying and thinking of you.

Good vibes
M

[dominosarah]

I am so sorry to read this.  How tragic.

Sending you strength and prayers~

[Jinx_777]

the ones that should be on trial are the police and doctors

[Jinx_777]

can't get you out of my head.
as a mom myself, i am sure your mom would want you to be there for your brother.  
don't understand why there is even going to be a trial.  it will just put you and your family through too much.

you will never understand why. your brother will never understand why.  just a horribly sad situation all the way around.

stay strong and stay sober

[saspan]

much respect to you. you have got to be a very strong and determined person. such a sad story, you will be in my prayers, stay strong and determined it gets darkest before the light but the lights there. god bless you.

[msdelight]

Stay strong and don't pick up any drugs. You being high with not answer your question or bring your mom back. Your brother was in a psychotic state and his reason won't make sense anyway.  This is such a sad and horrible tragedy, losing your sobriety would make it even more tragic. My heart and prayers go out to you my dear. Keep the faith. That's what she would want.!

[Jinx_777]

how absolutely horrible.  
i cannot imagine.
feel free to vent here and get your feelings out.

i honestly don't know if i could handle what you are going through.  you have lost 2 family members.  :(