I was on Vicodin 10/325s for about 6-9 (it is all a daze) months, I was up to about 6-7 per day, I decided I was done a week and a half ago, and I am 11 days today clean, and 8 days clean of ANYTHING. Reason being, I used Tramadol for 2-3 days to lessen pain, I had mild with drawls but due to vitamins and lots of water, I avoided a lot of the bad, mainly vomiting. After day 4-5 the worst had passed, except ...
Every time I quit after about 24 hours of last use, I get EXTREME lower back pain, about half an inch left of my tail but, and the only way to describe it was that it felt like it was fractured in 10 pieces! NOTHING helps, I figured "ah it's just with drawl" so I suffer through day 3,4,5,6...and then the pain started to really lessen, almost to nothing, however when I put pressure where it hurts, it feels like a deep bruise. The pain is really an "ache" and BEFORE everyone asks **I have NEVER had an injury in this spot, or a back injury period** nothing else hurts, nothing else aches. Then today, and the pain is BACK almost to how it felt on day 1. It went from a 10 to a 4 to a 1 back to a 8-9 today. I have been using "Icy hot" patches, and it really does help, but I can't wear this all my life!
So the QUESTION, is this normal after day 11!? Please God, don't tell me that this may go on for weeks and weeks. I have found very little people who seem to have this pain past day 5-8. Is this just my system firing back up the natural way? I am in so much pain, and I'm crying at the thought of turning back to pain killers when I have NO urge, and no want for them PERIOD...but the pain is wearing me down. The worst comes when I lay on my back without a pillow under my back.
I don't know if anyone will read this but I really am desperate.