So it's been a week now since I got pills. I will admit I had a few drinks this past week but they all made me so sick I dumped everything and threw the bottles away. I have been on all my vitamin supplements, talked to my pastor, and have also worked 6 of the last 7 days as I had no one to take my place. All in all I guess I am pretty proud of myself for being able to do this much. Don't know how I am doing it but I am. My husband is helping out despite the fact he hasn't had any pills in a week either. We are both worn out by the end of the night but I guess the important thing is that we are making it. Thanks for all the support from my original post. Just gotta keep on keeping on.