It's been a while guys, and I'm sorry for not checking in. Just tried to put this behind me. Those who are just beginning to fight this demon, you can beat it. I still get cravings, but I know where I was, and how hard it was for me to get here today. Prayers and best wishes to you all! Life is great, and it's no longer fake! When I'm mad.. I'm mad! When I'm happy.. I'm happy! It's all me.. I couldn't have gotten this far without a lot of you, God, and my husband! Cut your sources.. ALL of them! Get into therapy! Come here as often as needed! Thank you, God... I'm an OVERCOMER!!