Yayyyyy! Still clean and im just a bit over 2 months in. Though I have no desire to cave, its amazing how I still have SO many yucky days! I reallize the energy I had while on the pills was a false energy but I do miss it and often wonder if my energy level will ever get anywhere near what that was like. However after I physical I found out my vitamin d level was pretty much bottomed out so ive started meds for that and hopefully that will help. No matter what I feel blessed and I dont miss chasing pills, counting pills and the constant feeling of guilt when I lookinto my childrens eyes. I will always struggle with addiction but as of now I feel like im winning:)