I've always been prone to drug use, I've done almost all of them but could stop everything with no problem. Then I started my affair with opiates. I started doing perc 30s maybe like once a week, that turned into two, three,etc. I was hooked and did them basically everyday, as much as I could afford to. Same thing happened to my daily use pattern, doing one , two , three or more a day. I was snorting them by the way and my tolerance rose very quickly. It came to the point were I couldn't afford to get high everyday, and dreaded going a day without. Instead of just trying to quick I found that I could get high for cheaper. I started to inject the pills instead of snorting them. I could do one instead of doing three. Once I started injecting them I couldn't go back to snorting, I didn't even care because I was getting high and could do it everyday. Well it didn't take me long to build a tolerance to that at well so I was right back to where I was but now was shooting them up. I did heroin a few times, although its an opiate it didn't make me feel the same and I didn't like it at all also because I never knew what else was in it, how good or bad it was and all that, I felt "safe" shooting the pills because I always knew what I was getting and what it was going to do. I've quit a few times for up to a month but I always seem to go back, starting off slowly then it turns daily, my last stint with them left me homeless,carless,and jobless. This is the second time I lost so much because of my habit. You'd think id learn the first time but nope I didn't. I'm 2 weeks clean now and scared I'm gonna go back. I kno I should have faith in myself but after so many relapses its hard to have faith.I'm just starting to get my life back. My car should be fixed soon, I have a place to live and just got a job.I feel like the freedom of my car and the money in my pocket from the job are going to get the best of me. Yes I've been off the drugs for 2 weeks but I've also been broke and have no way around. Now that I'm feeling better I don't want to get into the same cycle and have to deal with withdrawl again. I don't know what I'm really asking, could just use some support.