4th day off...this is my breaking point...

[starshine7]

Ah...vicodins. Nasty things. Sooo sick. weak. nauseous. Feel like I'd trade my soul almost...for one. HATE myself for feeling this way...scared.

I always jump off at this point...gotta go on..I've been here. don't want this again. But the PAIN.....

Trying.

[SmilingBright]

You are doing this Karen!!!!  Im
So proud of u!!!!!  

[starshine7]

Thanks this I loved your comments :) you are right. I just need to give myself a PEP TALK everytime I go out my door...your fine, you got this...don't look at the pharmacy or the dealer's or their homes...

ahh...this is almost the hardest...to be in public..where everything reminds you of it...somehow,someway. Struggling with that....

Thanks man! <3

[Free2agoodhome]

Hello,

Sorry to be the one to inform you....... but according to all my sources you have come to far to turn back now.   ;-)

Your body is just re-booting itself ..6 days ?  hell i couldnt go 6 hours...
There msut be another life for you..the life you were meant to have....

go live it,,,,

Free~

[starshine7]

omg..nightmare!

[ricart70]

Keep it up !! you are doing great,just not feeling good.I had a dream that they were selling oxy 40s at walmart in gallon sized bottles once.

[YesLife4Me]

LOL!  I lived on Immodium.  I know how rough you are feeling and I never ever want to do that again.   Pill dreams s.u.c.k.   Those are normal.  Its not the melatonin.  Here soon you are going to wake up and feel like you were given a second chance.  Its right there within reach now.  You are doing fantastic.  Hang in there!