hey guys i just wanted to tell you how thankful i am i found you all. if it wasnt for you i just dont know that i would of been able to stick to coming off the pain pills. i had been on them daily 10-16 norcos and vicaprofins a day for almost 2 years. it was insane i couldnt even sleep 8 hours without having w/ds in the middle of the night and have to take more. I will be the first to say yes i was in pain but i TRUELY believe in my heart that alot of the pain was my addiction. i have been clean for almost 2 weeks and i am feeling GREAT i feel like ME ME ME again. when i thought i needed to give up i would log on here and there would always be a post or a note or message for me that made me see why i was doing this. (besides the obvious) it made me see that you guys are all here to suport me all the way and to never judge. you guys have been a GOD SEND to me and i just wanted to say that you have been my rock. my husband has been great but it he didnt know what i was going thru, you guys did and you could relate and even tell me what to expect and what would make it just a little less painful to w/d. the other great part was there was someone 1 day ahead of me detoxing and i would talk to her then there was someone 1 day behind me and i would talk to him. this forum is just a endless devoted bunch of people that simply ROCK. you are so suportive and i cannot thank you enough for helping me so much in my time of need. I have never seen so many strangers get together and take someones hand and simply say we are here for you and you can get thru this. you brought me out of the dark and made me see the light for you i am sober and i cant express enough how happy me and my husband and my kids are to have ME back.
all my love to all of yall
Des