How is everyone feeling?

[BornofOsiris]

Soooo i just wanted to post and see how everyone is feeling today? I know for me its been a pretty good day, went hung out with some friends then went and bought a brand new, fender 5 string bass with the money i saved from not buying pills =) If your feeling down and unmotivated, just go to the mall or something and pick some stuff out you want to buy with the money you save. Remember to stay strong everyone and we do recover! =) Much love

Dallas

[gizzy32]

I DID HURT MYSELF, lol. I am taking advil extra strength gel caplets and getting NO buzz, wtf. Just kidding, I prefer to be sober and i never in a million years thought I would say that and mean it, but I do:) Be good dude!

[BornofOsiris]

Sooooo many good posts here! Im sorry gizzy but i laughed my *** off when you said you slipped and fell on ice...Glad you didnt hurt yourself though lmao. Googzy that sounds pretty bad *** man, snowboarding is soooo siiick. Every winter i used to go to Utah and see my mom and hit up the slopes there. They have a Mt. called Snow Basin and i cant remember how long ago it was used in the winter olympics...super expensive but prolly some of the best slopes i have it in my life. Man its insane how much money us addicts spend on our substances. Its like wtf was I thinking and how was i going through so much god damn money! I love going out and finding **** i want to buy with the money I am actually saving instead of buying it on pills, also i can afford to get back into college =) Much love

Dallas

[gizzy32]

I am happy to see you posting more and being so positive again after that relapse. I was the king relapser, every single week, it was a nightmare. You have come a long way and starting to realize what has to be done to STAY clean.

Now time for me to whine since you asked how were were feeling, haha. We got our first snow this week, which means I have to be up before 5am to work. My back is sore, I am tired and yesterday i slipped on ice and fell on my a s s and that hurts too and bruised, haha. Other than that I am great and the sun just came out so I am done whining:) Keep working your recovery bud and congrats on your clean time!

[happynessbythekilowatt]

that is awesome, I am buying me a new xbox and skateboard soon. gears of war and call of duty and guitar hero all day!

[kmb22]

i watched with full on staff credentials from inside the pipe the best male snowboarders in the world boost 25 feet out in double corked crazyness.  it was an olympic qualifying event.  and i got to play x box and eat tacos with some of them.  so all and all, today was a great day.

and then i went to work and made 100$.  that i will not spend on pills and will put towards buying myself a new snowboard, because i deserve one.

[happynessbythekilowatt]

I am feeling alright today, just really bored. I felt good though because I paid off the bills for mom Monday instead of what i used to do which is blow money on pills. Went grocery shopping. It felt great to no be in robot mode right when i get money and shoot straight to get pills and to go party.

[googzy]

Thanks Osiris... i've been feeling quite depressed. Mainly I can't FN sleep at nights and I get this extreme anxiety and restlessness in my chest. If it wasn't for that, i'd be pretty much over my WDs.

I went three days w/o any pills from a taper... and last weekend sat/sun i found 6 pills... took three on sat, three on sun and felt like it threw me back in.. Monday I stayed in bed all day long... but didn't take any... Tuesday I took one at night.. and Wed i took half at night. yesterday none and today none... I want to go 7 days to see if I actually feel better, everyone else does why not me right?

I hope I can make it 8-)

[dominosarah]

The next "slash"!!!!  Enjoy your purchase!!        sara

[OIFMc09]

Great post man I laughed when I saw it.  It's cool that you care like that.  Crazy huh how much money we spend on dope!  Nice purchase.  

[BornofOsiris]

Day 1 WOOOO. Congrats on wanting to get clean!! Keep up the good work, the other side is so much better. Hopefully the detox wont take a long. I will keep you in my prayers tonight. Much love

Dallas

[Gettingcleanagain1221]

Thanks for asking man. I do t feel too bad but trying to not let my mind trick me into using. How are you?

[Orion5611]

I'm feeling ok. Today was day 1 for me. I'm lookin forward to day 2! Thanks for asking.