Checking in/update

[Ladykonnie]

Hi everyone!! Hope everyone is having a great sober day!! If not you are in your way!!!
Soooo I went to the doctor and all my tests came back cleared. Ultrasound and blood work . But I still have pains on my side. Not all day but it comes and goes. I have been referred to a specialist.   Please continue your prayers.  Also as far as my tapering. It happened, I was weak and messed that up. SO  CT here I come!!! Please continue your prayers, the good news is I am taking WAYYY less as my doctor only gave me three weeks for tapering.

Quitting pills has been harder for me then quitting meth. I swear if you are reading this you know exactly what I am talking about. Maybe because Meth took me to my lowest of low.  Since I almost lost my kids while on that crap. Maybe because pills are SO "legal" to get. I quit meth over a decade ago and Sustained an injury (surgery) and here I am. Believe it or not I am NOT high when I take a few pills, they just help me feel the "fake normal" giving me the energy to get off bed.  But I realize I have always been an addict. The demon in me was just sleeping.

Good vibes and virtual hugs sent your way!!! Please continue your prayers.  

[Ladykonnie]

Thank you!! You are right CT is  a way to stop beating around the bush.  This is a wake up call for me. Again, thank you !!!

[ActingBrandNew]

Glad your ultrasound and blood work came back normal. Hopefully the specialist can figure things out for you. I like CT better than tapering myself. I will definitely be praying for you and a speedy withdrawals. May God bless you on your journey!