DAMN!!! i fell off ... and i was doing good

[jt808]

well i havent posted in a while and dont reconize alot of names posting here anymore but i relapsed like month ago and still fuked up on over 40 norcos a day im quiting tomorow i only have enuf for one more high i am soo down on myself rite now i mean i started takem em again because i was depressed with the stuff going on in my life but im actually happy now cause i found a new girl that i like alot so i wana stop while i ca b4 i ruin another relationship and i am afarid 2 tell my parents that i messed up cause theyt thnk that im doing and have done so much 4 me and have been nothn but good 2 me and i dont wana break there hearts againg so i mite just act like ive been clean the whole time and hope that i can get my *** back on track...im just so pissed at myself 4 losing my strength and i dont wana lose this new girl either like my ex that moved out on me...i dont no why but just just felt like postn cause it helped in the past......

[HelpinUtah]

You have not wasted anyones time!  Please come back when you are reay to start - we are here for you!!!!  Please be careful!!!  God bless you and good luck!!!  Hugs, Janet

[10356]

You haven't wasted out time JT... I remember how much pain you were in when your fiance broke it off. Getting high dulls that pain.. The fact that you have not hit your personal bottom yet does not mean you are not welcome here.. we are all in different stages of recovery.... I hope you stay in contact with the forum as you are aware of your addiction.. That is a start... Just want you to know I will keep an eye open for you when you are ready to reclaim your freedom and emotions... warmly lesa

[jt808]

thanks 4 the posts but im not ready yet ill be back soon i just got a damn call from this person and they got a great hook-up i dont have it in me rite now to turn it down even if i do now i no ill go back but i dont no i wana i just wana fing quite but cant rite now thanks 4 postn sorry to waste ur all time...

[benzo1961]

HEY WE'VE ALL BEEN THERE AND DONE THAT IM SURE, SO HANG IN THERE AND KEEP UR HEAD UP.  BE STRONG AND DONT LET NOTHING GET IN YOUR WAY OF STAYING CLEAN.  GOOD LUCK AND GOD BLESS

[GA Guy]

Norco has the same opiate as Vicodin, just a bit less Tylenol in them. Vicodin is usually 5/500, 7.5/500, or 10/500. Norco is 5/325, 7.5/325, or 10/325. Hydrocodone is the active opiate in them.

[soldierswife007]

Oh darlin it happens.. However what is norcos? i fully understand how easy it is to get off and fall back into the addiction. You stopped before so i know you can do it again. We are only human well most of us anyways.LOL. I will be happy to be here for you darlin if you need to talk, vent or just B@#ch. I feel that everything comes from within and you have the desire to stop so it will come for you.. You know i just joined this site late last night because I don't want to bring my situation up to any Dr's it is embarassing Here I am married to my high school sweet heart (got married at 17 ) with three teenage boys and was pretty much a good girl growing up besides getting pregnant at 16 and now I am struggeling with my addiction. I have stopped several times and relapsed ither because of getting hurt or withdrawls got to bad... S@#t happens baby and it is how you handle the road blocks that reallyyyyyyyyyyy matters. I hope it works out for you and i don't know if you are religous but I will add you to my prayers if that is ok with you. have a good night sweetheart......Terrysa

[10356]

Hi jt I remember you.. welcome back.. If you have enough for one more high why don't you save those for a fast taper.. You can do this you have done it before.. congrats on the new girl.. but I sure hope you sre doing this for yourself.. if not things get rocky do you go back to using.. Got to put the plan in place.. drop friends who use lose your connection.. I wish you well on this journey and luck with the girl :) lesa

[scaredmom330]

ok, so you backslided, everyone does at one time or another. just start again,you know the drill..you will feel bad for about a week like the flu, stock up on fluids, eat when you can, exercise...check out the thomas recipe and amino acid protocol...we are here for her, be strong and take one day at a time...good luck, keep posting and let us know how you are doing...remember you did this once you can do it again...