I'd like to start off by thanking everyone for the private messages asking how I am doing in my recovery. Today is day 20 CLEAN for me!!! So many people on this forum have shared so many wise words of wisdom and advice...thank you all!! 20 days might not seem like a long time, but to me it's like a lifetime. I never expected I would make it this far but I am!!!! My thoughts are so much clearer now. You know it's crazy---I have been looking at old pictures of me (family photos). I looked completely stoned in all of them....how sad:( I thought the pills were keeping me straight...boy was I wrong!! The bags under my eyes are gone, and now I finally feel like I can look people in the eye without glassy, tiny pupils!! This is a beautiful journey---sobriety!!!! I'm still taking this one day at a time...thanks again to everyone that has followed my story....I am forever greatful for all of you!! Much love, KMK xoxo