Hey ya's ... (morning of day 3) I ended up staying home ... the first few minutes after waking up I felt kinda "normal" ... but the cramps & brain pulls are here, but I must say, not as bad ... at least not yet ... sleep was just awful for me ... I am a good sleeper ... not last night. ... I had a horrid headache of which has to be from lack of caffeine as I am a heavy coffee drinker, so here I sit sipping coffee against everyone's advice ... I will accept a bout of diarrhea for some coffee, LOL now there's some "addict speak" ... I think I mentioned finding some old weed yesterday, that helped with the stomach issue, I have some more for today ... but it's way too early to be smoking ... if I made it through yesterday I am confidant I can do today, I am really thinking that the last 2 days were sheer hell and to mess up today and give in to these urges would make the last 2 days a waste of MY time and ALL this pain for nothing ... I don't THINK so!!!! This is God awful ...
That's my message for the morning ... here at Day 3 and I have made it this far ... I feel awful still but a bit better than yesterday was at this time of day.