I've been addicted to norcos for about a year now. I quit once and was doing quite well, but then a bottle of them essentially fell in my lap and I had the mentality that I could just take a couple here and there, and once the bottle was done, I'd go back to being done. Unfortunately, that's not how it played out. After the bottle of 20 was finished the withdrawal effects immediately came rushing back. So here I am again, addicted to this ******** that I have let take the lead in my life yet again.
I just want to feel better. I was to start my day without having to count out how many pills I have. I want to go about my hours without worrying who's going to replenish my supply. (feels pretty therapeutic to write about this since NO ONE in my life knows about my extra curricular activities).
As of this morning I took the last two norcos I had. I do not plan to purchase anymore.
If anyone could suggest the best regimen for me to stop (i.e.: what vitamins to take for the different withdrawal effects, things I could eat, exercises I could do, etc.). I'm fully aware there's no way to avoid the w/d effects, and that this is going to be really hard work either way. I just want this to stick. I want to be strong and beat this **** for the final time.
The thing that is most unbearable for me is the back pain. My lower back gets to be in so much pain it feels as if I can't even move. Is there any sort of non narcotic medication that would help with that? Or anything I could do for that matter?
I really appreciate any sort of help, suggestions, or shared similar experiences..