Today I feel better than last night, last night was tough for some reason. I started to have alot of the hot flashes and cold sweats. I think maybe the w/d were just trying to creep up on me or something, cause I had been doing pretty well without them. I am still taking the 4mg Sub twice a day, and its going well. I think day 2 through 4 were the toughest, only because thats hen the RLS hit me hard and and anxiety too, that was hard to deal with. Last night I just felt a bit depressed for some reason and I felt like "I needed a pill", but I knew it was in my head. Funny how that works, but it was like my mind was wanting one. Anyhow, today I feel better. Tomorrow will be one week! Cant believe I have even made it this far! Its a totally good feeling! I feel so alive. I feel like all my senses are back. I see clearer, I smell better, my mind is straight, didnt even know all these senses were gone! Its scary. The ONLY thing that makes me upset, is the people that have been rude, like my sister and a good friend of mine. I thought they would be proud of me and my b/f finally being clean, but its like they are just saying, "they wont last", and yea right, "they are not clean". My sister has been on pills for over 10 years, and my friend is the one we were buying them from, but she uses as well. I think they must be jealous, but why cant they just say Im proud of you! Why cant they be happy for us, instead they just say we will fail. All I know is that there is absolutely no turning back and I am happier now than I have ever been in the last 4-5 years! Thanks to all the support I have here!