Help quitting meth

[sayl_3m]

Three days clean. Flushed the strongest **** I've ever found about an hour ago. I feel sick. My body is shaking I of course am losing it over cravings, throwing up too. What more do I expect?

[dominosarah]

How are you?  I hope you come back and talk with us~

[NeverAgain127]

I agree with jifmoc, but I'm going to add that you need to be in counseling about this.  You are an abuse survivor, and it can mess with your head for LIFE if you don't get therapy and start working on the angry, shame, depression, etc.  Trust me, I know.

Your father is poison to you...you must avoid him at all costs, that's my opinion anyways.  If you were my daughter, I'd be going with you to the police to get a restraining order, and then I'd make SURE that you were never alone, but always with a safe person in case he shows his sorry face around you (or tried to text or call you) because then I'd call the cops, and have him thrown in jail for violating a TRO.

How about N/A honey?  Are you willing to really do this all the way; dive in the deep end and get yourself on the road to a healthy, sober life?   It's a great big wonderful world out there, and I know its sounds SO cliche, but truly, you can do ANYTHING you want with the next 60 years of your life on this planet.  

But it's gotta start with you getting clean, and getting into a regular program of recovery (12 steps) plus I don't see how you're going to stay sober if you don't deal with the past abuse issues.  

I'm in your corner...please stick around...

Hugs,
-Robin

[jifmoc]

Hey, you say you don't know how to deal w/ the psychological bs. We told you but here it is again: do NOT see your father or anyone that has or can get meth or any drugs. Go into an NA meeting.

For you, I would check out inpatient treatment as well.

[winthewar]

Your ok you are doing great at flushing that s***!  Have you told your dad to stop you don't want to use anymore?  Have you reached out to someone close that can support you?  The lifestyle is hard to get away from I understand.  If I can be supportive in any way let me know alright.

[sayl_3m]

I'm not too awesome. I'm sorry I kinda ditched. I slightly relapsed this morning before panicking and flushing it. I flush **** a lot.. my dad is going to be coming out here a whole lot less. I'm just wishing I knew how to get over this psychological bs. I feel sick but up there I feel ready to jump.

[winthewar]

Hi there wanted to check and see how your doing please check in let us know how your doing

[refills]

Hey, now don't go straying away too far. Checks and balances are important. Whatever it is going on in your life right now it's OK and you must still keep it grounded and real. You have a chance, don't fade away, no matter what!........ike

[refills]

Hey welcome to the community. The good news is that you're at the back end of wd's, so don't get discourage now. You're way too young to go through all this stuff for the rest of your life. Take a stand now and live. Regretting all your life is no way to enjoy your only life. I hope the very best for you and keep posting and stay close. My Best Wishes Always............ike

[sayl_3m]

Wow. All of y'all have been sweet and great. My phone won't let me message first I'm not sure why but if any of you could send me a messege I would love to have someone to talk to.

[NeverAgain127]

20 pills of Immodium per day is way, way too much. Stick to the package directions if you use it for diarrhea.

[Bori123]

Check to see if high amount of Imodium works I no work for heroin look it up but be careful. Don't take more dan 20 pills all you want is relieve not get high.

[Jah1958]

I was using meth for a while started at 16 and it was all bad, everybody comes down off meth differently then others. I didn't have the shakes when I came off it I just slept for a long time and ate alot.....I'm not encouraging you to smoke weed at all but that's what I had to do to counter act coming down off meth. Dude I tell you what everbody hated me when I was on it and coming off it made me go crazy, just make sure that you drink plenty of fluid. Try to eat your favorite fruit and stay away from meth please...... Hey if you ever need someone to talk to hit me up. I lost a lot friends because of that drug and I don't want you to lose anyone either.  Alcohol  does not help at all I mean at all. So keep me posted on how your doing ok. By the way my name is Colin.

[winthewar]

Hi there I am so happy you have choose to stop using meth it is evil at its purest and will take everything from your teeth to your child ern and even your soul. I used meth in 1 way or another off and on but mostly on for 12 years I have 10 years clean from the meth on September 2.  Don't wait that long and lose so much.  Follow your gut instinct and get clean you will have low energy and maybe some shakes you will sleep alot the cravings will be very strong but if you have someone in your corner maybe reach out to a family member that could support you its all possible and come out on the other side a happy healthy person.  If you need anyone to scream at when times are tough and ypu fill like you can't take it I'm here let me know you can scream at me

[jifmoc]

Hi, sweetie. So glad you're still here. Yes, you are supposed to feel sick when in detox. I'm an opiate girl myself so I'm not familiar w/ meth detox. I'm sure someone will come on and advise.

You got some great advice re your father. Have you thought more about it? What is your plan?

[sayl_3m]

Just looked at dates.. full two days.