Hello, I am 24 years old and a mother to a woneedful 1 and a half year old baby girl. She is precious, funny, smart, sassy, adorable and the reason for my existence. I feel like a hypocrite saying that because I have been a heroin addict since about 1 month after she was born. I have tried quitting cold turkey and that didn't work. I have tried using suboxone but that didn't work either... I keep going out and getting dope. I have never been to a rehabilitation center of any kind but I'd like to... I'd do anything to get clean and live a better life with my baby... but I'm afraid that I'll get her taken away by the Department of Child Safety... is this something I should be worried about?
Also, I have weined down to a half gram of dope per day... what home remedies will help me with the terrible withdeawals? It seems that the longest I can go without dope is like 14 hours. I have been looking for the Thomas Recepie for about an hour but I can't find the full recepie... could someone please let me know what the full recepie includes?