I am detoxing off of Methadone, @ Once I was on 240mgs a day & it took me 3 years to get down to 40mgs. Last month when I went to the doctor he told me he could not write me anymore cause of the DEA. And I have been giving it my all to detox for sooo long of this crap. Now I a scared to death because, I am trying to detox down to nothing with the Methadone I have from my last visit. I have went from 40 to 30 & today is my first day on 20mgs. Don't know how I will feel but I have to do this for myself & I have been doing it for 3 years (detoxing) it's just sooo scarey & so dame painful to do this fast detox...I have been on it for 6 years, and if youve ever detoxed off Methadone then you know how painful it is- the lower you get...I am not upset that I can't get anymore, I am just scared cause it's like just taking me off of 40mgs all at once...Any advice???? PLEASE