I have let you all down. I am so sorry!

[Jonnyboy84]

I have let you all down.

I am so sorry, but last night was to much for me to take. I took 200mg of tramadol. I know that I have let you all down. I hope that you can forgive me. You were all trying so hard for me.

I am so sorry!

I think I am going to wait till I see the detox specialist next week before trying again. I only hope that you will all be there for me again, even though I have let you down.

Once again I am sorry. Please forgive me.

Jonny

[burningup]

don't be discuriged man, we all slip up time to time. Quit when you feel its right, we can give you all the support in the world, but in the end it's up to you. so when you feel it's the time , then you will make your decision, you shouldn't have to apologize, its in all of our natures, good luck none the less

[jerrip]

It is not how many times you fall off the wagon....just make sure you climb bak on as soon as possible.  Love  Jerri

[extrmeski]

Look at it this way, w/d is a process not an event so no single event determines anything.  It's not easy and in fact it is the hardest thing I have ever done (and still doing) and I've done a lot of hard things in life...  Pick yourself up and dust yourself off, shake your head a few times and keep on.

[bandnmom]

I think we can all say that we have been there done that. No one here will jusge you so please dont think you let anyone of us down. We are here to help and listen and support. We will always be here to help you!
Jen

[road2recovery]

Eagle---Very well said!!
johnny--  WE are not here to judge you, and you have not let us down..We will be here for you always!!
r2r

[dominosarah]

johnny you havent let us down.  You have let yourself down.  We dont run when someone slips up.  Most of know how that feels.  We arent going anywhere.  Just dig deep and find out what is keeping you down.  You can do this.  stay strong       sara

[wannabefree330]

johnny you have not let us down, we know how hard it is. I think you have let yourself down. Wk on forgiving yourself, and quit making excuses as to why you can't quit.  Its never a good time.

[worried878]

yep...agree with eagle...giving up and continuing to use is what i consider failing...slipping up last night and getting back on track quickly would be the way to go...a detx specialist can help but in the long run this is up to you

[122 Tactical Fighter Group]

This probably wont be a huge revelation for you - but every one of us on this forum has been in your shoes...you just arent breaking any new ice today bud - yesterday is history already. Cant change it. Might learn from it. Live in the "today" moment. And take it one moment at a time. Glad to see that you didnt get intimidated by last night....stick around and keep posting....it's a process that we all are on different phases of -

[LateAugust]

Good morning Jonny,  I read your note before this post, now I understand.  Please know my concern is for you,  I will not judge you,,,,  Perhaps one way to look at last night, is you could have taken a whole lot more than you did,  so be proud of yourself for the stregnth you did show,  and today is truly a new day.   You are taking a lot of positive steps and actions in your life, but  those come with mistakes as you fight to reach your goal.   As everyone above has said you don't owe anyone here an apology.   I wish for you a better day, and please stay in touch.

[monkeyonmyback68]

Sorry You feel so bad, But keep posting it will help you get stronger it did me, and I also had slip ups But I did a taper and I am almost one month Clean :) Slip Ups are just parf of the journey to getting clean, It was for me. Good Luck:) and keep your head up high!

[joann1975]

You don't have to apologize to US...we are here to support you and will continue to do so. Only you know what is best for you! Please stick around...post ... talk to us! You don't have to ask our forgiveness.....maybe you are asking yourself that though? (just a thought)

Keep talking to us...you will beat this addiction...it's a battle but you will win!

JoAnn

[Coolio Hernendez]

The people on this forum will not roll on you for slipping up.....Trust me i know 1st hand....

Hang in there buddy !!!!