I wondered the same as LizzieLou, I hope you are able to find what you need. Best of luck to you both.
is this lady that you love on this forum? it kind of sounds like you are reaching out and sending her a message here. just wondering.............
That is very sweet and as for me, I also had a medical reason. Reach out to her, even show her this forum. There are so many caring, loving, and understanding people here and we will help and support in any way possible. Are you looking for advice?