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I relapsed. I suck. I'm w/ding. I need help

I hate myself right now. I relapsed on percs. again. I binged on 60 of them over the course of 4 days. I hate that I did that. I feel like ****. I'm ashamed. I'm vowing to never do that again. No more ANYTHING unless it's absolutely necessary. I can't be trusted to have them in the house. I can't be trusted with a prescription. A kick in the *** would be nice. Feel free, everyone.
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460948 tn?1232302122
Don't beat yourself up too bad you might leave brusies!! LOL!! I know this relapse isn't funny but I'm hoping to put a smile on your face!! Just dust yourself off hon and get back on track....we all love you and are here for you.
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401095 tn?1351391770
Your welcome ....i know exactly how u feel
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352798 tn?1399298154
For the first week and 1/2 I felt like doing nothing! Just keep your goal on getting through this. It does get better.
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Thank you ; )
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401095 tn?1351391770
It is a mental thing i think when we have been clean then use again for a short time...takes a week or so to get out of the funk it caused...it is a learning process tho...it is good to think of it that way so u dont feel to negative about it...positive thing that u will think twice before palying with those puppies again...just aint worth it and too bad we have to learn that the hard way...hang in there
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Day 4. Ugh. Can't shake the mental fog and the fatigue. I also have no desire to do anything around the house or for my kids. Thank God my husband is around to take up the slack. But damn. I want this to be over with already.
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You're kicking yourself hard enough for all of us.....old infantry saying...."it ain't no big thing. Drive on...."

Like Dove and worried suggest...get back on track...Good luck
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401095 tn?1351391770
I know one person that has never used a pill since she quit...just one and it aint over yet...it happens...and it is ok...it is a process and we move on from it and leave it in the past...how r u doing?
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If you haven't relapsed at one time or another I would be surprsied. I agree with worried just get back on track.

Dove
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401095 tn?1351391770
kick...kick....kick it the bu!!   lol...now kick yourself in the butt and get back on track!...i used for 4 days...was a mental setback but flushed the rest and got back on track...what is your plan now?  if u were here i could really kick you in the bu!! but since i am not...u will have to try and kick yourself in the bu!!...dont beat yourself up and get back on the program...dont look back...go forward
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