TroubleinOhio's official update

[troubleinohio]

just a lil update here- Im doing some better Re: hand pain. They gave me 30 percs but it was more like 60 for me cuz a whole 1 is too strong and makes me puke & feel so sick! i take only half of 1 @ a time & only when I cant take the pain anymore. the good news is I dont like percs (Vics were my DOC) & Im feeling more confident now that  I wont have any WD issues when I stop them b/c Im using them very sparingly & Im not getting high off them.  I did go 2 the Ortho the other day & we decided not to hard cast it so he applied a new soft cast 2 it & he says xray looks good, should heal OK thank god! my shoulder & head are doing better 2.
now the husband issue..ugh ugh ugh. The kids & I  R back home w/him & have been for many days. he has made efforts 2 improve things & he has changed some stuff but I dont know if it will last & there R still days he drives me insane & still not sure it will ever last 4 us. Sometimes it just seems 2 me like we have irrepairable damage done to the relationship. Anyhow, he hasnt done any more crazy things since we got back (except make me furious enough to break my hand/thumb, hurt my shoulder & head)        Geez.

sorry I dont have a better update & im sure many of U are disspointed I went back in the 1st place but Im jus tellin the truth. I hope i have not lost respect of 2 many of U, u  R all special 2 me.

well i cant type more now, its hard 2 do still, & I hate using all these stupid abbrevs., makes me feel like Im 13 or something and an IQ of 20,  lol

Miss U all, xo xo xo  

[toxictome]

Glad to see you're feeling a little better.....I know this has been a tough row to hoe(god...where did that expression come from??..must have been NW OH..hehe) for you...but everything happens for a reason....
I'll keep you in my prayers!!

Take care of yourself...we'll be here hanging around.....

[NautyOne]

I think it was a terrible choice to go home.  Look what happened.  Believe me I know exactly what you are feeling being that I was in your position.  You will make the right choice when you are ready.  Only you know what's truly in your heart, and it will lead you in the right direction.  Luckily, I did not have children in my situation.  But, look deep into your heart and the souls of your children. None of us can judge you, because we are not flies on the walls in your home.  Only you know.  

God Bless u and Your Children,
Nauty................

[nuredshuz]

Hi although going back to your husband was not easy, being away was hard, too.  I think it takes more courage to work thru the issues and stay the course for your kids and for your family to stay intact.  YOu deserve more respect not less!  Marriage is very hard.  Sometimes we have to put up with very hard times and deal with our spouses **** and sometimes they have to put up with ours.  We all miss the mark and mess up and we have to live with the consequences of our own and others mistakes and personality flaws.  Remember, love isnt a feeling.  Its much more than feelings.  Love does produce feelings that are warm and fuzzy, but as you know they come and go.  True love is about committment and that is a choice.  

Also, Im proud of you that you are taking your meds in a responsible way.  Things are looking up for you and your doing a great job.  I hope the very best for you and your family.  God bless you!!!  

[mimi1313]

I'm glad you're okay. Nobody is disappointed that you are back with your husband. First of all he is the father of your children. You guys are a family and if you can work things out that would be great. I would still be careful and have a plan to get out if things should escalate though. I hate to say this but these things usually get worse not better. Is he going to counseling?

[dove3053]

Sorry to hear you hurt youself.

I know you must be glad to be back home. I could tell how much you missed your own space. I hope all things work out with your husband and you. As far as the pills go only you know what's best for you. I trust all things will work out for you.

Dove

[confused456]

No respect was lost, you have been thru hell....I totally respect you!!!

[cathy5841]

trouble, we are not disappointed in you.  we support whatever dicision you make it is your life.  and i so totally respect you...you have come so far.  i am glad you have a handle on the pills keepdoing good and i hope the pain is better real soon.  thanks for the update, i was worried about you.
love and hugs,
cathy