Well, I've been a Vicoden addict for a little over a year now taking anywhere from 6 to 10 Narco's a day, starting when I was pregnant. I had to quit towards to the end of my pregnancy because the guilt got so bad. Well after I had him I went crazy, taking any pill I could get ahold of! I think alot of it was post pardom. Well, in November things got worse my sons father was sentenced to 6 months in jail. my son was only 4 months old, he wasn't really helping anyways, but as my babys dad it definitely did not help out the matter! I then started taking Oxy's almost on a daily basis, and when I couldnt get oxy's I would substitute it with Vicoden. Well one day I couldnt find Oxy's and I couldnt find Vic's and some guy introduced me into Herion. I figured doing oxy's was pretty much the same thing, I never shot up just snorted it which I realise that doesnt make it any better. Well I'm fed up! I don't want to do it any more! Everyone keeps telling me to go get on methadone! I don't wanna get addicted to that either. The only thing that seems to help is Xanax. it takes the edge off and helps me sleep. I have also heard of something call Saboxin? I think thats what its called. But I dont want anyone telling me to go to the detox, I just need some advice on how to do this at home! In the state I live in all hospital facilities have to report it to children and family services. Im so ashamed and I just wanna do this on my own I know it will be hard but anything to help the withdrawls go faster will be much appreciated!!!..Note I've only been doing Herion off and on since Jan. more heavily in the last month.