I decided that since I always seem to post when I'm feeling down or am in pain, I should post while I'm feeling good. I've been on these drugs for over 2 years and for the first time in a long time, I feel like my head is clear and I can think clearly and emote healthily. This is a REALLY good feeling. Part of me is afraid to hope that it will always feel like this, like maybe it's just a reversed mood swing or something. But I do have hope, and I really feel like it's going to get better from here.