JUST TELL ME DONT PICK UP SCRIPT!!

[ff829]

Well im on day 6 and half and finally last night I got 3 hours of sleep for the first time since going cold turkey!!!I My script is for 120 on friday and im craving to pick it up.I havent felt this good in 2 years since taking percocet after back surgery.Why do I want to pick up this scrpt?Im thinking well 1 wqant hurt or 2 thats all ill take for the day ,but I know thats a lie and ill, abuse them and all this misery i have endured this past week and hell will be down the tube!Im a firefighter for 17 years and I never did **** like this before my back surgery and got hooked and dependant someone talk to me!!!

[leeisgettingclean]

hey man how are you doing? I do hope you are doing good, let me know if you need anything

[tooklastdose]

I will tell you now, please do not pick up the refill.    A refill will be ready for me in 2 weeks and I will be asking for help also   To not pick up the Scrip.  My withthdrawls is always nearly over and back again in the hole I just??

It is tough.  But how may withdrawls do we need to go throught????
Many I guess???

[ff829]

Hey man I appreciate it .I havent gone through this **** for nothing.I just dont need any access to these pills to say just 1 will be allright.Thank u man for ur support have to go on duty tommorroww!!!!Make it through today!!!

[Jander7779]

Day 6 must be amaZing. I start day 1 tomorrow. Please don't five up 6 whole days! It took a lot to get where you are at! Keep up the amazing work, it will be sooooo worth it. I will pray for you, I wish I could be at day 6 with you. Keep on trudging through the muck, you can make it to sunnier days. Peace to you!

[dust2clay]

I'm in the same boat you are as far as this is something I have never done before and it really got out of hand before I knew what hit me.  Call the pharmacy asap and tell them to restock it that you will not be picking them up.  Maybe this will help you when you tell yourself that you don't have access to these demonic pills anymore.  Brad has the right idea.  I'm praying you are strong enough to make the call I know you can do it!!  Six days is amazing and you are right you will just be starting from day one again.  The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again expecting different results.  All my prayers are with you brother :)

[Brrrrad]

Hey Man, I totally feel your pain and more than that I understand the temptation of picking up that script! I can tell you what I did in that same spot, I called walgreens and told them I did`nt need them anymore, they just said okay and that was that. It was really hard but after that one min phone call the temptaion was gone cuz I could no longer get the script.
I am clean now 1 yr and 7 months and I am so glad i made that call!!!!!!!
Bro you can do this,once you get over this hurdle it gets BETTER and you will be back to your old-better self.
Stay Strong  Make the call,    Brad

[leeisgettingclean]

you have to do this...You are clearly a strong person, but you are weak minded at this point! You are only making a mistake if you pick that med up, it will not last, you are going to have to do this at some point, only diff is you ahve already did it this time, you just have to do something to stay clean, start some kind of aftercare. Let us know if you need anything buddy