4th day clean

[BornofOsiris]

Well today is day 4 and I feel great. I shaved got myself all nice and cleaned up, doing laundry, cleaned my room, I mean hell im actually cooking! and I neeevvvveer cook. Last night i went back to the NA meetings I onced left after my relapse and admitted that I relapsed and reached out to some people. I surrendered myself to the program last night and Im currently looking for my sponsor for once. I also bought my book last night too =). I am getting all the help I can right now, I cant mess up again, just cant. For everyone out there in withdraw land the other side is so worth the pain and anguish withdraws and paws put us through. We can have our lifes back, one day at a time =). Much love

Dallas

[VonB]

Congrats on day 4 ...you sound great!!  .... Keep on keeping on I am right behind you at day 3 ...but not doing as well .. but I'm hanging in there. Von

[disgustedwithmyself]

Congrats!!!!!  I'm on day 6 but for me I still can't eat it's only protein shakes and vitamin's for now :) I did try some solid food but alas It did not sit well but thats ok I feel like a million bucks and I slept last night so if the only thing is I can't eat solids thats fine by me :) Stay strong and keep fighting it is so worth it in the long run.

[TRYNASTAYCLEAN]

CONGRATULATIONS DALLAS!   IM ON MY 4TH DAY CLEAN FROM COCAINE... I USUALLY CANT MAKE IT PAST 2 DAYS.. I DONT REMEMBER WHEN IVE EVER REACHED DAY 4.  AND I TELL U.. I FEEL ****** GREAT.  MY NOSE IS CLEAR.. I CAN SLEEP WITHOUT MAKING NOISE... I CAN SLEEP SOUNDLY.. ITS AMAZING.  ONE DAY AT A TIME DALLAS.. IMA DO ONE DAY AT A TIME ALSO.....  I WANT MY LIFE BACK NOW MORE THAN EVER!!!  PEACE N BLESSINGS!!

[salsinator]

Awesome news Dallas - Keep working it!

[mxboggie]

Congrats dude.  I'm right there with you.  Lets ride this train to the end!!!!!!!

[worried878]

Glad u found peace...dont ever get rid of that Book..it can come in handy cos the steps are wonderful and empowering
so many addicts resist aftercare...they will go into the most shady places to get pills...hang with some really dangerous peeps to get pills...even risk jail for pills...risk their life for their doc...but bring up aftercare and they run!  strange that a person would resist the one thing that can keep them healthy//and happy

Glad u r feeling so positive...keep posting

[j34]

That is so awesome putting on foot in front of the other way to go

[dominosarah]

Congrats on the clean time!!!  Way to go on working your recovery!!!    sara

[sweatinit]

If your schedule allows for that, that is awesome!! Sounds like you're doing it right this time! Enjoy the pasta...:)

[BornofOsiris]

Lol I am cooking some bomb *** pasta lol. Yea I feel content when I leave NA, they say to hit 90 NA meetings in 90 days so I might try to accomplish that.

[sweatinit]

Congrats Dallas! Whatcha cookin good? Nice going with NA too. I am going to my 2nd meeting on Friday night.