Hope you're feeling much better today. Things should start looking up very soon. Just keep going strong. You're doing great. What I always told myself while going through withdrawals and craving a pill was that I wasn't gonna let these past few days go to waste because I know one day I'll have to go through it again. Just keep the strong mindset that you have and push on. You can do this!
brian
whheww, i was beginning to think i lost you. lol hang in there you are about to see th \e light. i am really proud of you for hanging on. you are doing a great job, i know it aint easy but you are doing it. when you get up let me know how you are,
many prayers
cathy
Sorry it's been so long, today was absolutely wretched. I have a terrible sore throat and a bad cough along with the peak of my withdrawal symptoms. Ugh... But I hear it's only going to be better tomorrow though so I can definately see the glimmer of a tiny light at the end of this deep dark tunnel. I took that Xanax pill that I had tonight so hopefully that calms me down a bit. I can't express how grateful I am for all your support (everyone) and I really think I'd be chasing the dragon if I didn't have someone to tell me to keep on truckin'.
To wait2long: I have an appointment on Monday to discuss Detox but I think I'll be much better by then, I hope I will. I think she's going to recommend some counseling or meetings which I am definately not opposed to. My work has been extremely understanding as well and I'm grateful that they let me take a week off. (for the "flu") I can honestly say that things are beginning to look better. Even though tonight is the worst I have felt....ever.....in my entire life. It will be easier on me tomorrow. Plus my girlfriend is here to rub my back. It almost puts me to tears to see that so many people care about someone struggling. Thank you again. I will post an update tomorrow.
i hope you succeed and get past the withdrawals, but remember getting clean can be easy compared to staying that way, this is where the hartd work comes in...and i agree with gobig...sub is not trading addictions nor is it the devil...it is a lifesaver for a lot of people...its also one of the safest drugs around...withdrawals are not as bad as everyone says, i have heard of plenty of success stories from people who were on long term suboxone treatment... you could also use it for short term...
but i would keep this in the back of your mind, sub is sure better than having a relapse and going back to H...
so stay strong and keep plugging away!!!
smokey. talk to me. let me know how you are. i will check again soon
cathy
hey smokey, how you holdin up babe, let me know how you are.
cathy
hey jaxx, scroll up and you will find a post i copied and pasted for him from a heroin site. he is doing great and nearly has this beat. he will need to find some after care to stay clean...we will talk about that in a few days lol